I'm probably going to try to find Zack. Or, maybe, I'll turn myself into Lydecker. Wouldn't he love that?
I wasn't cut out to be a parent, once they let me out of the hospital last week, I felt this immense amount of relief. Like, maybe I'd wanted this all along. No, I don't think that was it. Because when I took my stuff yesterday, when I walked out of our apartment for the last time, I cried.
I loved Logan. I still do. I probably always will. But, we can't help the fact that I wasn't normal. I did the right thing. I helped my family, even if we were created together in a lab, I still helped my family.
So, I've done my duty. I've served, and I've lost everything. I'll adjust. Soldiers always adjust.