Well, I've just had the worlds biggest bomb shell dropped on my head. And I'm not even shore how to take it. My husband, whom I'm getting a divorce from, told me that his new girlfriend and him are having a baby. How does that make me feel? Jealous in a way. Not because he's with her. I don't want to be with him anymore. That's not the problem. I'm jealous of the fact that here is a man, that in no way deserves to have a child, having one with a woman he's only known for a few months. And here I am a woman that was told at 17 she may NEVER have a child. I've always wanted kids for as long as I can remember. So, when the doctors told me I may never have kids it killed me. But here I am 25, getting divorced, and my husband is having a baby with another woman. I'm happy for him, and hope everything works out for him and her, but..... Why am I the one who can't have kids. I love children. I've often been told I'd be a good mother. So, why is a man that never really wanted kids, not responsible enough to have kids, and acts like he's a kid himself getting to have one but not me. Yes, I know, Life's not fair. That doesn't make the hurt go away. It doesn't make me pregnant myself. I'm not sure how to take it yet. It's mostly a shock to the system. But really, what can I do?