Fed.14
Wow, it's almost been a month since I've written anything here. but I've been crazy busy with school, beating the shit out of me. This is the hardest semester so far. I can't wait till its over. I didn't go to class this morning as I've woken up dreafully sick today. It really sucks. I hope I get better by Thursday because that's when I'm going to drive and see Charlie. That will be good. I miss him terribly. It's Valentines day, but we don't celebrate it. Never have, never will. I've always thought it was such a shitty holiday. It makes people who have no one feel like shit. And if you do have someone, you have to pull off some extreme show to prove how much you love them. Come on people, like you need an actually day to tell you that you should do that. SO lame. But anyway, here I am today and I'm just working on some projects, writing some stories, making some graphics. Just being lazy. And I like it.:)

Jan.20
I haven't written anything here in so long, because I had been spending all my time with Charlie, and I really didn't want to say anything about that. He left back for school this morning, and already my place feels empty. It's noiseless and dreary. I miss him so much. It was wonderful having him here for a whole month. And now for him to be gone, it's just a little surreal right now. I've already planned to go visit him in Feb. that should be good. I think we are both going to plan more trips to see each other. But it's still not the same as it was this last month. We both just need to graduate so we can be closer to each other.

School starts for me this next week. Its going to suck so much. I really don't want to go back. One of the classes I wanted was full so I have to go and try to add the class. I hope I can because it's an english class I need. Plus it's an easy class.;)

Jan.7
Happy late New Year. I've been too busy to want to make an entry, but I'm here now. New Years was fun. Charlie and I went to a party of some old friends of ours. It was fun to see then again and talk, but I don't expect to keep in touch with them. Thats just how I am. Charlie took me to get my new tattoo on Staurday. I got two stars, one the size of a nickle and the other just smaller then a dime, both black, right next to each other, on the bottoms of both my wrists. they hurt like hell because it's a sensitive spot, but it was worth it.
I've been working too, which is not much fun. I wish I could spend more time with Charlie because he goes back to school soon. I don't want him to go. I like coming home and having him there. But thats just the way it is. Hopefully I'll be moving before next year, closer to Charlie, and then I'll see him more. But otehr then that, not much going on. I've been writing a lot. I've got lots of new ideas for stories I want to write, but I find that when I sit down to type any of then up, my mind goes blank and I can't put my thoughts into words. Hopefully this will pass.
Anyway, thats all for now. I'm bored and tired and don't feel like sitting here anymore. Love and peace everyone.

Dec.28
Crappy day at work. I don't know why but I felt as though some people had been talking about me, as if I'd done something. But I know I haven't. Maybe I'm just being paranoid about it all, but it just felt as if something was going on around me, about me.

But I came home and Charlie had ordered pizza for us. He just went out to get it and then we are going to watch 'Dogma' because it's on t.v. Alan Rickman movie, gotta love it. Charlie is going to take me to go get another tattoo before work on Thursday. I'm getting a little nautical star on my forearm. It will hurt but it will be worth it.:) Anyway, thats about it for now. Love and Peace everyone.
Dec.25
Today was the perfect holiday. Woke up this morning to Charlie playing with my hair. Whenever he wakes up before me he does that. We got up and opened each others presents. Charlie got me: ROTK EE: Anchorman: A Nightmare Before Christmas sweatshirt: A Tinkerbell messanger bag for school: A Borders gift card and a lovely silver ring with a square peridot gem. I love everything. He's spoils me sometime. One of the best things was he said that we both are going to start saving up our money because he wants to take me to Glasgow to visit some of my family. I haven't been back there in forever. It would be great to see it again. I just remember Scotland being very beautiful.

Then we went to my parents place for brunch. Exchanged gifts and talked to my family there. We then went to his folks place for dinner. I got to meet some of his family I hadn't met before. They were all really nice. His Aunt Suzan was really nice and his cousin Laura was so adorable. She kept wanting me to play with her. Since his family is most Jewish, they celebrate both holidays. Charlies uncle John was telling a bit about their faith because I don't know much about the Jewish faith. It was interesting to learn about that part of Charlie and his family. I was then asked about my own faith and I explained as best I could. They weren't weirded out by my choice in what most people think is 'witchcraft', in fact they seemed quite interested. I loved meeting them all, I felt like family. I got a lot of hugs as we left.

Then Charlie and I came back to my place. Charlie played with the digital camera I gave him while I made this new layout. We are going to watch my Return of the King dvd then go to bed. I must say this has been one of the best Christmas' I've ever had.