Illuminating the yard.
Through branches of pine,
Old and scarred.
The happiness of light,
That fills the world this day,
Ends in the night,
My life, in everyway.
Unhappiness is my name,
Which I cannot escape.
Lonely be my game,
As I hide in night's dark cape.
But to be free,
A pleasure I'd great enjoy.
But a future for me?
A future no more than a toy.
So cold dark winds,
Take me in your embrace.
Oh pray to thee dark winds,
Give me thy face.
Free me now,
Or enslave me forever.
Show the sun now,
Or make the dark night my lover.
May I never know,
What I'm missing above.
May I never glow,
Under impression of love.
May I love lonely
For all of my days.
May I never know,
Words of loving praise.
Be it not too late,
To forget what I've felt.
May I now escape,
This horror I've been delt.