That I haven't even had it all this time.
How do you go each and everyday,
Without knowing what exactly to say?
You look at people with confident airs,
Seemingly unworried, without any cares.
Everything I say, is touched by a fear,
Often my cheek has known a tear.
And what do I do at the end of the day,
When there are things I need to say?
And no one's there to listen,
I know too well what's missing,
Someone to say they love me,
Who will allways be there for me.
A dream I can't see coming true,
I'm left, all alone and blue.
Someday a prince I will find,
And live happily in that state of mind.
Until then I'll watch the candle burn,
And watch the stars for a sign it's my turn.
Now I close my eyes and shut out the dark,
Waiting for that first small spark.
I fear that I am losing my mind,
That I haven't even had it all this time.