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JC held the bottle to his lips, letting bitter liquid pour into his mouth. The alcohol and salty tears burned as they ran down his throat. JC curled up and leaned against the wall, listening to the two men moaning in the room next to his. Justin's voice was much higher and louder than Joey's. He began going through his bag, looking for anything when he came across a bag with a little bit of white powder in it. He remembered buying it just to try it out. You know, just an experiment, but he had later decided that it wasn't a very good idea. Now, JC thought it might have been a better idea than he had thought. He set down his bottle and looked at the powder, realizing he had no idea what he was doing. JC found a flat surface and poured the powder out.

"Ohh... Joe..."

"Mmm..."

"Shut up." The words were only a whisper and JC didn't expect them to hear him. He took out a credit card and split the powder in lines like he had seen so many times on TV or in movies.

"Oh God! Faster!"

"Shut up." He said this only slightly louder than before. There was no way he could have been heard through the wall. JC rolled up a dollar and bent down, hoping he was doing this right.

"FUCK! That feels so fucking good, Justin!"

"Shut up." Now at a normal speaking level, JC saw a few tears hit the surface, near the white powder. He quickly snorted a line of powder. It felt so weird, but he did the last row, anyways.

"YES! Just like that!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" JC stood up and pounded the wall. "Don't you know there are other fucking people here?!" Suddenly, the room next to his was silent. JC sat down with his bottle, and cried. He had hoped the drugs would make him feel better.

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Joey sat in silence until Justin pushed him off and crawled out.

"Maybe I should go over there and see if he's ok."

"I wouldn't. He's obviously disturbed."

"Justin, don't say that."

"Well, he could have been more subtle then screaming and banging on the wall like a 5 year old."

"I didn't realize we were being so loud. I think I'm gonna go over there." Justin pulled his arm towards him.

"Let him calm down first. Until then, I can keep your company." Joey looked between the door and the young man on the bed several times before sitting on the mattress.

"Just for a little while. I really should be checking on him."

"Ok, just a little while." Justin lowered his head in the older man's lap.

"I'm sure he's ok."

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Lance shot up in bed.

"Chris, I need to see JC." Chris sat up, looking his friend in the eye.

"Ok, but be careful. He's clearly drunk."

"Ok." Lance got up and left the room. He stood outside JC's, and knocked on the door, lightly. "JC?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I come in?"

"Ok." The door opened and Lance walked into the room.

"Are you ok?"

"I don't know." Lance eyed the bottle in JC's hand.

"How much have you drunk?"

"Not much. I had some of that stuff."

"What stuff?" JC pointed to the little bit of white powder still in the bag, and Lance's jaw dropped.

"You're on drugs?"

"I just thought maybe it would help. I've never done it before so I tried it, but it didn't help. I thought it would help."

"Don't ever do that again." JC nodded, hugging his bottle, but not taking a drink. "Do you want to come over here with me? There's an extra bed in Chris's room." He nodded once more, and Lance put an arm around his shoulder. "Let's go." They left the room, and entered the one where Chris was sitting in bed.

"Is he ok?"

"He's high or something."

"JC, you did some drugs?"

"I thought they would help, but they didn't. It still hurts."

"How much did you take of what?"

"Umm... it was coke. I made these lines, and I took two of them." Chris got up and helped Lance to put JC in the second bed of the room.

"The best thing for you to do is get some rest, ok? Will you go to sleep for us?"

"I don't know if I can." Lance went to the bathroom and came back with a cup of water and a pill.

"Take this." Chris help his arm in place.

"What is it?"

"It's not strong. It's just a weak sleeping pill."

"Ok." JC swallowed the pill and lied back in the pillow.

"Get some sleep, ok?" JC nodded and the other two went back to the other bed. JC watched Chris hold Lance. They were so happy together. He felt the pill taking effect. JC fell into a deep sleep.