5-16-2001

Dear Dairy,

 

            HE TOUCHED ME AGAIN!  I swear, is it just ME he's after or what?!  I'm packing up my stuff to leave class, right?  When I hear him come behind me.  Okay, fine.  What now?  I just sorta wait until he's supposed to SAY something, but first I feel his hand RIGHT on my HIP and frankly, I wanted to CRY.  I didn't want to hit him...  I just wanted to cry.  I mean, is he AFTER me for a reason?

            I wanna tell Kyle...  Or Babs... Or CLARK, even... but... I dunno if it's just something teachers do!  I DON'T like it.  I hate it, in fact!  But... I... don't know.  What if it's something *I* am doing?  Besides, Clark's got other things to worry about.

            Like why our powers are dulling on us.  It JUST started hitting yesterday, full blast.  We can't hear quite as well, our sight is nearing 5/5 according to Clark (it's usually better than that).  And it's NOT Metropolis, it's EVERYWHERE.  Clark has to WORK to hit Mach 2.  I'm barely getting 1.  There's nothing wrong with the sun rays, we've checked all we can...

            And would you believe when Kyle showed up yesterday I... YELLED at him?  I... didn't mean to, but I meant EVERY word I said.  I HATE yelling at Babs and Kyle... they're SO important...  As of lately, I've just been wondering if maybe this isn't me, maybe I'm imaging EVERYTHING that's happening...

 

"Woke up this mornin' and you're still on my mind,

This gets harder every day...

Shared dreams and places and times,

I've said all I can say...

Look to my right, and there's a picture of you.

Special of the time...

Looking at it more, there's nothing I can do.

But the truth is all I know going around...

You broke my heart, and you left it too...

How could you do this to me?"

--"Dreamin'" by Return to Mono

 

            LOVE the remix.  Anyway... depressive and all I shall depart...

 

Love,

Kara