5-14-2001

Dear Diary,

 

Subject of tonight's entry:  I'm gonna COMPLAIN now!!  (Diary, I'm rating this R 'cause I'm gonna cuss a little bit but with BIG words.)

 

          Okay... so, you know how I'm FINALLY going to school back in Smallville again, right?  Yeah, yeah, it's cool...  Whoopee friggin' doo.  It was actually cool in the beginning there, until I met (play dramatic music please) Mr. Wilkons.  This ugly, old, HORRIBLE man!  And, like, from the first day I got in his class for history, he's hated me!  "Kara Kent, hmm?"  "Yeah."  "You're related to Clark Kent, correct?"  "Cousins."  "Mmhmm.  You look like someone *I* need to keep good eyes on."

 

          ARGH!  So, as it progresses on... he says some of the DUMBEST things, like... "It's impossible for other life to exist on other planets, because they're all uninhabitable."

 

          Okay.  So I raise my hand and ask, "Then where the HELL did SUPERMAN come from?  The darkness of your feeble MIND?"  Yeah, Diary, this was like... shortly after that fight with Babs.

 

          "Ex-CUSE me, Miss Kent?"

 

          "You heard me!  Dude--if life couldn't exist anywhere but here, where'd he COME from?"

 

          And that was the day I got my first detention.  Mother fucking asshole...  SORRY DIARY!

 

          As it's progressed, I simply walk into the classroom and guess what?  "I know you'll be unpleasant Miss Kent.  Here are five detentions and a office-order for you to come in for the next week during lunch and after school to clean all the desks."

 

          Okay, fine.  I can handle that!  Once he leaves the classroom, I'll use my speed, right?

 

          BEEEP!  WRONG!

 

          The man sits there and WATCHES me the entire time!  And then, if I MISS a spot, the creep comes behind me and practically BREATHES DOWN MY NECK and AW GAWD Diary, I wish I could make him just leave me alone!  I'm not SAYING anything because everyone in this damned town LOVES him, and if I talk to someone like TIM or Babs or someone, they'll just say they had to put up with those things too...  But that man... augh... I may be the Girl of Steel, but when I'm at school, I'm only Kara Kent...

 

          And to make things worse... Dairy, I think Clark and I are LOSING our powers.  Or at least our invincibility...  I told you about that bank robbery where I got that bruise, and the bruise on Clark's stomach.  It doesn't happen much, just sometimes...  Like when I stubbed my toes on the corner of a wall at Clark's.  IT FUCKING HURT!!!  I was nearly in TEARS!

 

          It's not losing my powers that scares me necessarily, Diary... it's the fact that... if I DO lose my powers, I won't be able to defend myself well... and... what if Wilkons... is WORSE than what I thought?  I DON'T wanna go out without a fight, and I CERTAINLY don't wanna go out like that.  What would I tell Babs?  Kyle?  It's my worst fear that they'd laugh at me...  I'm... almost certain they'd laugh.  The man CREEPS me out!  Augh, and he TOUCHES and smells like the old person he IS!  I told Bruce part of the story, but only him and only part...  He'll laugh too.  Or, at least give that one-eyebrow-up-in-question look followed by the SLIGHTEST humored chuckle.  Right now he's a little concerned, but he did EXACTLY what I said would happen...  "Some teachers are like that."

 

          How can things get ANY worse?  I'm stuck with putting up with that.... MOLESTING PERVERT of a WOODY ALLEN wanna-be while losing my powers.  Ain't it GRAND?  AAAAAUUUUUUGGGGHHHH!!!  Oh, here's something!  I haven't talked to KYLE in AGES, not face-to-face, at least.  I feel like something's going on...  It's been at least two weeks since anyone's seen Kyle, and almost as long since anyone's seen the Green Lantern.  Five more days... if I don't see him in five... I'm gonna go searching for him...  I know he's busy as the Green Lantern... that's why he has five more days...

 

Okay, I'm leaving you along now, Diary.  Hopefully Barbara will get her ass on.  MY FOOT HURTS!!!!!!

 

Love,

Kara

 

PS:  The good thing out of this is that Babs and I are getting along PEACHY keen!  She's soooooo my sister, practically!  You know her and Wally actually were screwing in another room while BRUCE was there?!  Hahaha!  Bruce was just SOOOO passive about it.  "They're makin' whoopee, aren't they?"  HAHAHAHA!  Bruce is like the dad I've always wanted!  He's the best, but ranks RIGHT under Barbara.  I bought her a nail kit for a "Just 'cause" thing... I hope she likes it!  I'll have to give it to her sometime!