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I think that with everything that has gone on in this country, we have to have faith.  We have to believe in something.  We need something to believe in.  The only thing I can count on is my family and my faith.  My faith in Jesus Christ. I still don't always trust Him.  I don't trust many people.  I've trust people before and they took advantage of that trust in one way or another.  I know in my head that I can trust Him, but in my heart, I'm extremely scared that I will get hurt.  It is something that I don't know if I could handle, especially since everyone is always saying that He can be trusted.
Some people don't understand how I can be a Christian and also be a lesbian.  But I'm here to tell you it is possible.  Just because I'm a lesbian doesn't mean I don't have my faith. I still believe Jesus is God's son and that He died for our sins.  I can still be me and still believe.  God doesn't care that I'm a lesbian.  God cares that I am living my life for Him.  My sexual orientation has nothing to do with me living my life for Him.  I am here to honor Him, not anyone else.  He is the only true judge that I need to worry about.
I am actually active in my church.  I am a member of our singing choir in the soprano section.  I am also a member of our handbell choir.  I love both and enjoy all the time I spend during practice for both choirs.  I am also very active in my Sunday School class.  We are always getting together and having fun.  I have definately grown in my faith and my life with Christ in the past year.  I can totally see the change in my life.  It is definately a good thing.  I am so excited about Christ.  I am still having trouble with parts of my faith, but I continue to work on those.  I'm not perfect, no one is.
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