&!October 16, 2003; content
&!JAMMiN` T0:Latif - I don't wanna hurt you
I have relocated to AUTHENTIC.divinereverie.net =) please take the time to check out the site..anyhoo it's been a L0NG DAY so blah. I'll blog on my other site not this one....check it out =)
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&!October 12, 2003; content
&!JAMMiN` T0: Justin Timberlake - Never again
HELL00000SSSS!!!!!!! Hmm..Right now it's about 1:45AM and I have nothing to do. Today was a very tiring day. Went to THREE MALLS SHEESH Lol. Finally convinced Esther to H0MEC0MiNG with us :) Took me like three weeks to convince her to go =T Anyhoo. Last night I was on the phone with Brad right? and he put me on hold to go watch Jay Leno 0 LAWDiE =T Lols. sorry poo I had to tell everyone! anyhoo. I'm just bored right now. Carlo, Diana, Dre & Ryan are over with my brother downstairs playing G0LF on ps2. Dood that game is so addicting =T heheheehee!!
Right now I'm really content with my life and what I want to do and where to go. I think I'm headed in the right direction, but if someone tends to disagree please tell me so. I am moving to Florida, going to community college for two yrs and see where that will take me. I will most likely move back to Virginia maybe in a few years but for now I just want to think of Graduation and getting out and exploring my options in life. I'm perfectly fine with who I am, what I am and who I'm with. So right now I Love my life (all smiles) BYEBYE
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&!October 7, 2003; blahs
Lately I've been contemplating on what to do with my life. I don't know where to go, what to do, nor how I am going to do it. I'm at a complete stop in my life. I have so many questions that have been left unanswered yet eagerly waiting to find out the response. I wish that I knew what was going on. I have so many decisions to make and they have to be made soon. I've decided to move to Florida next year. Have a new beginning yet not totally forget my past. I don't know if I am making the right decision doing what I am going to do but hey, it's a start, Right? In all honestly, I wish I could just go back into the past and fix all my mishaps. Undo everything that I did wrong and just wanting everything to be right. Out of my seventeen years being alive on this earth, I've learned many things. I've made many horrible decisions, and of course I've learned and moved on from them. I know I'm not the wisest person nor am I a perfectionist but I have do with what I've got. And the past few years have not been much. I whine and complain about my terrible family yet I know that when I leave this place I will miss my parents. And even though I am in this haven, I will miss this surrounding, because this is my life. I was born adn grew up in the same city all my life. Can you believe that? Well, believe it. But I know that even though I will miss this place, leaving is only for the better. Even though both my mother & father should be more lenient on me, I know that their intentions are only for the best of me, even if they teach it in an incorrect manner. As for my brother, George. Even though we would always bicker I know that in my heart, he would always be the only one there for me in the end. and of course he is. He am the only one that I can trust. He is my confidant. I don't know what I'm saying. I think I'm done for now.
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&!October 6, 2003; sneepy
was bored, made a new layout. Hope you guys enjoy! Today was a boring day. I got to talk to Brad :D Went to the mall for a little with Kathy, Euy Koung, and Tina. Overall tiring and boring. I'm currently sitting here trying to find someone to host me. Anyone willing? H0LLAR!
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