Dearest Diary,
Here I am again. I've decided to make this a full project. Alltight the scoop!
As you know my life is not a rollercoaster. Although I was very busy in the winter semester with four classes, a field placement and a part-time job. My need to for sleep was totally different. Instead of being stuck with assignments I was stuck with getting up in the morning. I am not a morning person AT ALL. And I am definetely not a clockhead, but quite the opposite. Its just horrible now, but I accept it. It has become so upsetting for me to go two days in a row where I have to get up early in the morning,. Early being getting somewhere for 9am. Ridiculous maybe but thats me. I am scheduled for three morning shifts at my part-time job. I hope I don't get fired.
My plans for the summer was to first find a field placement for the next school year and if I was lucky find a job in between. How lucky I would be. I wasn't so lucky. I got a placement finally. The proccess and people involved were for the most part a pain. I learned a lot of this field of social service work in the past 6 monts with being at United Way and searching for a next one. I don't want to be part of it in a huge way, except for research or evaluative work. Whatever I end up doing in the end must have an air of prestige or else I'll feel like I failed myself and wasted my mental talents. Can you believe I am still confused about the profession I want to be in. All I need to do is choose. And anyone will be fine. But of course I'd like to make the best choice, the one with the greastest possibility of the highest success. This doesn't make choosing easy. In some ways I regrest taking on what looks like another year (I'm gonna have a cow if it extended any further), but it gives me more time for change, for revelations about whats most important to me, for more information and to decide and not change my mind or fovor something else in 3 months.
In the Love deparmtment.. [ empty ]. I ended a relationship? the date I'm not sure. HInt Hint. There's not much to tell, its over now compl
etely and considering my history it will be a while. There are no prospects.
Enough about me pesonally, and back to this website project. In the next few weeks I hope to get a lot done. I plan to develop the Origins sections. Go into Grenada's history, from slave days to now. Largely because I don't know and I think you all should know too, since you know me. I plan to start writing and getting back to some old hobbies etc, so I'll be posting some stuff or telling about it.
I am looking forward to it. I hope you all are too, and do post your coments and thoughts in the guestbook. I would so love it.
For the rest of the summer I plan on working at sears, lots of my coworkers are curious to find out if I got a full-time job so they can be the first to hound the supervisor over the new larger pool of hours. I think I'll take it easy for the rest of the summer. Do something constructive, get back to myself and get some experience I'll actually use in the future. So I'l looking to do some volunteer work. Right now its not about money, I figure I make enough to keep myself happy enough, a steady stream of income is more important. It seems that my 2004 resolution of greater financial security has been achieved.
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