Site\BreezeLugia Depression
NOTICE: This article is not humorous. It is serious.
In the past night, I was thinking about the past and present of NCH and how well it was doing. Then I thought about the way the visitors treat NCH. Truth is, there are hardly any positive comments, if not any positive comments. Then there are negative comments about NCH.
Almost all of the comments about NCH that i've seen are negative.
And i'm not telling any lies here. Overall, there are no positive comments about NCH. All that i've seen are negative comments basically. When I see negative comments about NCH and no positive comments, it hurts my feelings people. That's also possibly the main reason why this site is struggling. Not only that, but seeing negative comments about NCH with a links page where there are positive comments about the other sites makes me cry. No seriously, it does make me cry.
There's more to it too.
It also makes us and espically me look bad. I've put HOURS of work into this site, and still people bash it. I've been trying my best too. I try to make the stuff like the articles funny and up to date news(which I still haven't started)but each attempt it seems that I fail. Why? Because there's so thin support from the visitors.
So I want the people who put negative comments about NCH and no positive comments about NCH to remove the negative comments. Either that, or you must remove my site from the links list.
Now it's time to discuss myself.
As I said, I work hard on the site each day. But all I get is criticism, and no good comments. This also hurts my feelings and is not helping me one bit.
Not only that, but I wonder-IS there anything original left to do here?!? No, seriously. The lack of good comments is also killing me and is not giving me any ideas. That's why I don't update as much as I want to.
And then there's of course myself-overall.
Out of all of the people I know on the internet, i'm one of the most neglected. I get more negative than positive. I have very few friends. And I get critisized for my site too much. I'm not a copycat or a flamer, and I don't want to be remembered as one either. I'm trying to be original, but I get bashed every time I try and be original. Every time something bad happens that's against my work, my feelings are once again hurt. Heck, I won't be suprised if there is another darkblue spiked Lugia with a sword out there.
To tell you the truth, depression and fustration is growing somewhere. That somewhere is here at NCH. It is growing in one certain webmaster. That webmaster is me, BreezeLugia. It is becoming a time bomb, and there's only a matter of months before the time bomb ultimatly destroys me.
So next time you visit NCH, think positive. Ignore all those negative comments. All those positive thinkings will make you have a great time through this site. It may also change the fortune of this site, if not save it from the "time bomb".