try

*and having tried so many times to make a good layout...*

you wanna see what some of the old layouts/bgs/half there layouts looked like? some have been deleted totaly so i cant get it back... its slightly embarassing.. so dont laugh.. but it was hoooooooot! and frustrating.. if you havnt noticed i made this site way before you think..

do you wanna know what it says behind the actual calendar? yes it says something.. if you wanna look... click here

this was actually the third last try i went through until i got to the layout i have now.. and how many tries have i had? wel its not like im gonna count.. but at least 20
hey it looks more like a prezzie smaller than the layout does..

um.. here i was just playing around with photoshop.. hehe i wasnt too serious about this one.. btw in the end i didnt use photoshop for the layout.. its still too hard for me..

here again i was playing around with photoshop and got a bit obsessed with the light thingo.. hehe.. sounds as if i got photoshop only when i made this layout.. but ive had photoshop for ages.. i just never got it.. i gots a tutorial for it too.. but too boring.. = P these things are learnt practically..

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as you can see.. theyre very pink.. i didnt expect it to be so pink and kept on thinking about barbie when i tried to do something to it so in the end i got rid of most of the barbieness
plus the last time i tried to make a pink layout *reminisces ~ over a year ago now.. (by the time you read this)* my eyes got soooooo farked i never tried to make a pink layout again.. this is the closest i will ever be to making a fully pink layout.. im actually quite worried about how ill feel tomorrow o.O

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