Title: Ouija Author: La Lune E-mail: la_lune86@hotmail.com Rating: PG-13 Genre: Alternate Reality, and a little on the creepy side ::Standard Disclaimers Apply:: --------------------------------------------------- 'The basis of optimism is sheer terror.' -Oscar Wilde --------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: A Glimpse Serena was surprised when she noticed Darien had kept his at times overly large mouth in check upon entering her home, which was in her opinion perfect in every way shape or form, but knowing Darien he would find something. The blissful silence lasted for a good minute or two, that is until she entered her 'study' and he saw her dog lounging on an ivory chaise by the stained glass window facing the plush green lawn and rose garden that were situated behind the large town home. The heavy chocolate colored drapes were open letting the light stream in leaving colored patterns on its back. She narrowed her eyes angrily when she heard his laughter erupt once more. "What may I ask is that 'thing'!?" He pointed towards the lump of black fur that was, or more correctly had been sleeping. "It's a dog." She answered dumbly, attempting to make him feel like the utter disgrace of molecules and waste of perfectly good oxygen he was. Even though she had to admit it sounded pretty pitiful, she had found it quite satisfying every time she was able to make Darien feel like a moron. She wondered briefly if she had some inferiority complex, probably something she developed from her childhood, she'd look into it later. "Yeah I noticed that, I was just surprised that you have a dog, not to mention such a...furry one." "It's an afghan hound Darien, all afghan's are 'furry'." "What's its name? Please don't say something girly like Precious or Duchess." "No, actually his name is Oedipus, I call him Eddie for short though. My mom wanted to name him Princess though, I believe. She was literally on the brink of tears when I told her her 'Princess' was actually a 'Prince'." Serena laughed lightly, she could still see the dejected look on her mother's face at the news. "Knowing your mother, I wouldn't doubt that." Darien himself chuckled, oh yeah, that sounded like Serena's mother all right. "I haven't seen her in a while, is she all right? Is she sick?" "Oh no of course not. She got a face lift a few weeks ago, and then one of those laser peel things. Believe me for a while there, it wasn't a pretty sight. She's been in 'hibernation', if you will, she always stays out of public view for a time while her face heals and the swelling goes down after one of her cosmetic surgeries. She'll make her 'grand reentry' soon though, don't worry." She explained sarcastically, it was really the only way she could bear talking of her mother. Serena found the most appropriate term for her mother was 'blissfully ignorant', for as far as she knew, her mother never fully mastered the art of thinking. Claire Sexton, despite her lack of brain power had, thanks to her husband's extensive bank account, discovered the fountain of youth - facial surgery. And boy did she enjoy it, minus the pain and swelling. Sure, maybe a nip there and a tuck here didn't hurt, but with her mother it became fanatical. Serena was surprised that her skin of her face hadn't ripped in two from all tugging it had gone through. But then again, that was her mother, the connoisseur of style. Serena preferred to wear earth tones, even though her mother had told her bright colors were currently 'in'. Despite Serena's effort to go against her mother's tastes she had noticed blouses appearing in her closet with the tags describing the colors like 'magenta' and 'aqua', via none other than her air-headed mother. At least her mother acknowledged her existence, unlike her father. "So how's your dad excepting his retirement?" "He doesn't really like to talk to me, unless you count when he yells, but he's more than likely taking it like an ass." "I thought I was the ass." Darien slowly began to grin, she was right, he couldn't think of one time when he saw them talking together that her father hadn't started ripping into her. "No, you're the jackass, my dad's just a plain ass." Serena grinned as well, impressed with Darien's astuteness. "If he doesn't want you to take his place, why doesn't he let one of your brothers instead?" "Aaron started his own company online, and it's doing quite well, he doesn't have time for dad's job as well." Serena's eldest brother Aaron was probably her favorite member of the family, he was six years older than her, and probably the most sane member of her family. She purposely forgot to mention her other older brother Nicholas, he was the middle child and Serena was quite sure that he had inherited her mother's mentality, that wasn't a compliment. "What about Nick? Surely he didn't start his own business as well, he never seemed like the type to me." "Actually...no...," Serena had no idea where to begin with Nick, it was classically bizarre. "He's currently in Tibet cleansing his soul in order to become a monk." "You're kidding." Darien's mouth was slightly ajar, and his eyes slightly wider than normal, Serena wished she had a camera. The picture would have been perfect for blackmail. "Nope, it's true. Dad looked like he was going to cry when Nick broke the news and left, after that he was going to give the rest of the company to you until my mom reminded him that the weird girl that 'talked' to dead people was his daughter. Now this little trip down short-term memory lane is fun and all but I must exhort, lets get this show on the road." Serena walked by Darien and up to her desk, briefly pausing on her way to pat Eddie's black head. She pulled out a drawer and momentarily shuffled through a few things before she came across a piece of blank paper that was big enough to use, she placed it on top of the desk and picked up a black Sharpie. Quickly, she began to scribble down the words 'Good Bye' and the alphabet along with the numbers zero through nine in the general location they would be on the Parker Brothers version of the game. Once finished she held it up for Darien to see, "There you go, have fun." "Don't you have the 'real' game, or at least something...old?" Serena arched a brow amusedly, "What do you want me to do, dye it with tea, and burn some holes in it? Will that make this more 'convincing' for you?" When she received no answer, except for a glare from Darien she continued with the task at hand, she needed a pointer. She was quite pleased with herself when she found a small teacup that would work quite efficiently, she was not pleased however, when she noticed Darien's look of distaste. "Is there a problem?" "Yes as a matter of fact there is. I would have expected this experience to be a little more 'authentic' then you're making it out to be." "Authentic? All right then Darien, would you consider using a mass-produced game board made by the same people who make Life, Sorry, and Monopoly authentic? You have the guidance of a real-life psychic at your disposal and you want this to be more authentic?" She motioned towards her gathered materials exasperatedly, "I don't think you can get much more authentic than a home-made Ouija board!" "Okay then, don't pop a capillary!" Darien made a face, one in which Serena was unsure of what she was supposed to think of it. "Are you done yet?" "Almost." Serena placed her materials on the plush oriental rug that covered part of the hard wood floor and then suddenly left the room. When she returned moments later carrying a few candles, matches, and lugging a contraption of some sort, which Darien recognized as a laminator - the one that had been missing from the office. He watched as she put the contents of her arms on the floor with the rest of her things and cautiously sat down in front of the accumulation. He looked down at her as she wordlessly placed the candles to one side of the 'board', or as Darien saw it, the piece of paper with the alphabet on it. Suddenly he found his intent gaze being returned by Serena's piercing aqua eyes. She sighed in pure agitation, "Are you waiting for an invitation?" she swept a hand out motioning to the space across from her on the other side of the board. Darien hastily complied and sat down where indicated. "Here," Serena quickly thrust a pack of matches at Darien who startled, stared at them dumbly for a moment before taking them from her. "Light the candles." "I don't want to seem difficult, even though I most likely already have, but...why can't you light them yourself?" Darien was able to detect a slight hesitation from Serena before she decided to speak, for her it was probably a first. "I just don't want to get burned," She planned on leaving it at that until she was met with an upraised brow from Darien, "Fine!," she exclaimed exasperatedly, "If you must know, when I was in sixth grade science class we were performing an 'experiment'. I struck a match to light the Bunsun burner and burned myself, it wouldn't have been a big deal except that that was the first match I had ever lit in my life, and since then I've made sure it was the only one." Serena's voice sounded defeated in a way, Darien knew one of her weaknesses, she found herself unable to look him in the eye. "You're afraid to light a match!?" Darien had to admit he was surprised, a match was a match, nothing he considered to be a big deal. But then again, here he was sitting on the floor with a 'psychic' who was afraid to light a match about to do something teenage girls did at slumber parties. "Look buddy, if you want your definition of authenticity, than this is it. I'm not about to subject myself to unnecessary trauma over some candles. If you want them, light them yourself." Serena watched wearily as Darien, who still found Serena's fear of matches quite funny, lit the three unscented white candles she had brought in with her. Serena had run a plain sheet of paper through the laminator and placed it under the lit candles, in order to catch the melted wax. Darien knew if any harm were to come to her nice hardwood floor heads would roll, or more accurately his head would roll. "Did you steal that from the office? Molly's been looking for that thing for ages." Molly had been a friend of Serena's back in junior high and now apparently she usually worked as Darien's secretary, but as of lately mostly worked for Serena's father. It was funny though, Serena remembered being a bridesmaid at her wedding, right after they finished high school. The dress she had been forced to wear was mint green, and was probably the ugliest thing she had ever seen, fashion wise at least. After the wedding Serena had proceeded with her own dress-burning ceremony, her brother Aaron had been present and still would send a bouquet every year that day in honor of the now dearly departed dress. After the wedding though they grew rather apart, Molly matured and grew up, and Serena...well Serena stayed pretty much the same. Serena saw Molly every once in a while, she had to admit she hadn't recognized her at first, she had gained some weight and pretty much looked tired and slightly haggard, she looked older than Serena despite the fact they were born only a few months apart. She assumed that's what happens when you have five kids, a husband, and worked for Darien. Serena figured by the time she got her father's spot and didn't have to be Darien's 'secretary' she would look like she was forty. "No actually I didn't," Serena didn't really know why she would want to steal the laminator... what would she do with it, make place mats? "My father has dubbed me his unofficial laminator, I find it easier to do here, I didn't know there was such a demand to laminate stuff." Darien watched as Serena then laminated the Ouija board itself, "And you're doing that because...?" "Because this way there won't be any or not as much friction when the 'pointer' - in this instance a teacup moves across the surface, if it moves at all. Just so you know, I make no promises." She then held up the newly covered piece of paper, "Is it to your liking?" Darien noticed that along with the complete alphabet and the numbers zero through nine she had also somewhere along the line added the words 'Yes', 'No', 'Maybe', an ampersand, and a few punctuation marks. She had been quite thorough. He nodded his approval. "Okey dokey, lets get down to buisness," She stood up abruptly and walked towards the door and shut it, and then drew the curtains together in order to make the room as dark as she was able to. Before Darien was able to say anything she held up a hand for silence and said simply, "You said you wanted this to be 'authentic'." She walked back and once more carefully sat down across from Darien, "All right Mr. Authenticity, lets get this show on the road. Any questions?" "Yeah, is there a 'right' way to do all this? You seem to be making it up as you go along." Darien had a feeling Serena didn't know a thing about what she was doing, of course neither did Darien. "Not necessarily, a key phrase associated with the Ouija board is 'trial and error'. They suggest that the participants sit in two chairs facing each other with their knees touching and with the board resting on their knees. I don't exactly know who 'they' are so who cares what they say." Serena had a feeling 'they' didn't really know what they were talking about, and if 'they' did Serena hoped her way would dissuade any 'connections' from taking place. Both participants gently touched the teacup with a few fingers, Serena closed her eyes momentarily and drew in a deep breath, when she opened them once more the room felt darker than it had previously, when she spoke her voice sounded small and foreign. "Is there anyone there?" Darien watched in amazement as the teacup moved over the word 'Yes'. It actually moved! Serena watched as well, she was sure it was not from any unconscious movements from her or Darien, she felt something, but she had the uncanny feeling that that something was not good. Serena paused briefly and stared at the cup thoughtfully before asking another question, "What's your name?" Serena's eyes slowly trailed behind the cup as it moved across the letters, pausing briefly here and there, eventually it spelled the name 'Elise Crowley'. That was Darien's mother's name. She saw the look on Darien's face and thought it best to keep him quiet while she confirmed her suspicions. She continued to slowly and thoughtfully ask the 'contact' questions, all about Darien of course. Unsurprisingly the contact didn't miss a beat and answered correctly time and time again. Serena in the meantime remained unimpressed, unlike Darien, who appeared completely enthralled with every movement the teacup made across the board. Something was not right, she knew it. Her uneasiness increased until a feeling of nausea overtook her violently, she found herself desperately attempting not to retch. The only thing she could do was swiftly, and almost violently pull her hands away from the teacup. She hastily stood up and placed it on top of some papers littering the top of her desk. "Serena what the hell are you doing? That was my mother!" Darien stood up as well and followed Serena to were she stood by the chaise stroking her dog's head. "No it wasn't. That wasn't your mother Darien." Serena met Darien's gaze and firmly stood her ground, he might not have been able to feel what she could, but that didn't mean she could ignore it. "What do you mean it wasn't my mother, it knew her name and everything else you asked her for, I think that's evidence enough." Darien couldn't believe Serena would act so brashly, she seemed almost angry at the 'spirit' that had contacted them. "Spirits can lie too Darien. Just because they know things about you doesn't mean they are who they say they are. Just because they're dead doesn't mean they can't lie, believe me they do." Serena in fact was very angry with the spirit, or entity, she wasn't sure which it was, and frankly didn't care. She was worried about what it's motives were for contacting them, very worried. "Serena what are you talking about it knew - !" "Darien, I don't care if it knows your shoe size...Look, if the spirit of a dead family member or friend were to come through they would reach on a level easiest for them, the dream level. Or they would come through as a visitation apparition, or as a crisis apparition. Basically they show up once or twice and never ever again. With Ouija you're conjuring spirits, and non-human spirits with a malicious nature tend to respond, not human spirits. Human spirits have no need to wait around for an opportunity to come through on an Ouija board even though you are trying to connect with them, so they don't. That wasn't your mother..." Serena felt stupidly like a textbook, or even worse - an overly religious priest preaching about how everyone had a one way ticket straight to hell. "Serena do you have any idea how trivial that dribble you just recited is to me?" Serena suddenly noticed that he was slowly backing her into a corner where two bookshelves met, the numerous volumes beginning to poke her in the back. "You have no idea whatsoever what it is like to lose not only one, but both of your parents. Not only are your mother and father still here and supporting you you have big brother Aaron to help pay the bills as well!" Darien's voice had a murderous edge to it, in all the time Serena had known him she had never seen him so angry. But still Serena found herself infuriated as well at his heartless accusations. "How dare you!" She pointed a finely manicured nail in between his eyes for emphasis, "Do you have ANY idea what it's like to know that your father HATES you and that your mother is too dumb to care! I should have 'MISTAKE' tattooed on my forehead! Aaron is the only person in my family that acknowledges my existence and isn't bothered by it. Nick is too caught up with 'purifying' his goddamned soul, and most likely wants to stay as far away as possible from us. You are the lucky one Darien, your parents loved you and still do, mine never have and never will." Serena voiced the painful truth carefully, she could feel herself beginning to lose control on the tears that threatened to spill from her eyes. Never in all her life had she spoken the sad truth she had none for so long, not even to herself. "Don't try to pretend you know what my parents were like, you have no idea..." Darien's voice had become low and threatening, Serena wouldn't have been surprised if he cause her some sort of bodily harm before he left and involuntarily flinched at the thought "You seem to forget Darien, I know exactly what your parents were like, and if I must, I'll tell you. Don't worry I won't leave anything out," Serena could feel the books to her back once more and tried to move away, it didn't work. She continued in a quiet voice, overlaying a steely mocking tone, "Your father was the strong silent type, he kept his emotions to himself, didn't he Darien?" Serena didn't wait for an answer, "You were convinced he didn't like you and went to your mother with all of your emotional needs, there was only one problem though, she was sick...very, very sick. The only way you could see her was before you went to bed, you would sneak into her room, unbeknownst to your father of course. You would tell her about your day and she would listen, you loved to listen to her talk though, the sound of her voice. It was always so warm and caring, no matter how ill she felt. That's what you miss the most, isn't it? The sound of her voice, and the way she would say she loved you. Well anyway, one night your father found out about your nightly visits to your mother and forbade you to go in one night, she was too sick. It turned out she died that night, you never got to see her that one last time because of your father and never forgave him for it. "You probably don't care but did you know the dying wait until they're alone until they leave? Dying is a very private ordeal, one which should be experienced alone. Think of it this way, she was waiting for the day when you didn't visit to leave, it would have happened sooner or later. It was her time. "Now back to your father, you hated him. About five months after your mother's death your father suddenly had a heart attack on the way home from work and was in a terrible car accident. You went to the hospital with your grandfather, and although he was barely clinging to life - you still hated him. He asked to see you so you went in his room, and were amazed. There he was, your tyrant of a father lying on a bed connected to all kinds of machines, looking as frail and small as your mother had...right before she died. As you approached you saw the unnatural pallor to his skin and the dark circles under his eyes, but you didn't care - you hated him. And for one minute as you stared down at his corpse-like form oblivious to your presence you didn't care, you honestly didn't care if he lived or died, in fact you would have preferred if he had. You touched his hand lightly, it felt like ice and forced the words 'I love you dad' out of your mouth. And as you turned and headed for the door you heard the faint words 'I love you too Darien' in reply, but you kept walking - because you hated him. Shortly after the door clicked closed behind you you could hear the frantic beeping of the heart monitor announcing what you had wanted and you hated yourself - because you really didn't hate him. Too bad you realized it too -" "Don't you even Serena!" Darien roared, barely able to keep his rage in check, as far as he was concerned, Serena had crossed the line, "Don't you dare try to make me relive those memories, you spoiled little brat!" His eyes flashed dangerously, Serena felt like the clichéd deer caught in the headlights, "If you were somebody else..." Serena suddenly noticed his fist hovering a few mere inches away from her face shaking violently with repressed anger, she shrank back into the bookshelf and closed her eyes in anticipation of a strike. After a few moments she noticed a blow hadn't occurred and cautiously opened one eye slowly followed by the other. She registered Darien's back approaching the closed door and opening it, as he walked through she called to him the last thing she had to say. "Your mom and dad are proud of you!" She heard her front door opening and closing before she whispered the ending to herself, wishing Darien knew, "And they love you..." Darien didn't come back, but she knew he heard, at least the beginning. She felt both spirits pulling their energies back before they too were gone. Serena stood transfixed in the semi-dark room, staring at the candles that were still lit on the floor. She was shaken from her daze by the sharp sound of Oedipus barking. "What is it Eddie?" She turned her head to look at him and remembered the curtains had been closed, he couldn't see out the window, he appeared to be looking at something in the opposite direction. She stared at him momentarily perplexed, he was staring at her. The flames from the candles were reflected in his dark eyes, giving them an eerie yellow glow. Serena felt an involuntary chill run through her, she could feel something, something powerful. Suddenly Serena realized her normally quiet dog was not exactly looking at her, he looked more like he was looking through her. A strange sense of fear quickly enveloped her, he was staring at something behind her, she no longer felt alone. She inhaled deeply and held the breath momentarily in order to calm her tingling nerves, when she had regained some of her composure she made a difficult decision. She needed to turn around, she needed to see, the sudden wave of paranoia that assaulted her would not leave unless she did. Cautiously, as if in slow motion, Serena turned her head to the side, following Oedipus' burning stare. Briefly, in the corner of her eye she sensed a figure or shape of some sort, almost as soon as her mind processed it's existence - it was gone. She turned around completely, nothing was there. The uneasiness did not leave though, even as much as hours later, Serena felt accompanied by something at all times. She forced herself to think of her overactive imagination and dismissed it as nothing. Too bad she had no idea how wrong she was. To be continued... --------------------------------------------------- Author's Notes: This has taken me a while, sorry! I should have the next chapter out sooner, it's almost done, I make no promises though. Thanks for all the nice comments, I appreciate them a lot! Please review and feel free to e-mail me with any comments/questions/suggestions you may have! Until next time... -La Lune