I thought I would jot down what I had read today I had to read it again I think if people read it over and over and it does sink in... it's a beautiful feeling...
mt 1-5 and and I read on a little card I have and if like I said you read it again and again this is sooo beautiful and sooo right!

Love is patient love is kind
It does not envy it does not boast
It is not proud.
It is not rude
It is not self-keeping
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrong doings
LOVE DOES NOT DELIGHT IN EVIL
BUT REJOICES IN TRUTH.
It always protects,
always trusts, always hopes
ALWAYS perseveres.
Love never fails.

Or Love is patient love and kind;

Love is not jealous or boastful;

It is not rude.

Love does notinsist on it's own way

It is not irritable or resentful;

It does not rejoice at wrong

But rejoice in the right.

Love bears all things

Hopes all things

Endures all things.

1 Corinthians Chapter 13

however in differant religions it can mean charity or other things but all in all it is love. I believe

some of that can be hard to live by but as I have said nothing is hard to achieve. Just Believe.
the prob I know when arguing is the
record of wrong doings when I argue with a paticular somebody. However I am working on this myself This is hard but in the end Love never fails.
Billie
 Also just because I have started reading the bible My mum thinks I am a nut case. But I am not. I still love her. Pray for her too!

Theres alot that I am going through one the phrase i said to my mum today, one phone call could end it all in which this is soo true. Ya see it's on a pamplet with a woman (blue) pamplet of course. And its about a paticular person seeking this revenge on me and however I will not make that call, but I will stand up for what I believe in. I am sorry this and others results into a circle of revenge, however I will pray not only for myself but for them as well. Also I have to go also and file a motion and it seems I can never get anything done, with the health prob I have physical and mental it's a struggle but with my faith that I do have I can pull through this along with my Guardian Angels.

Never give up. My parents taught me this. Sometimes in a hard way. Put one foot in front of the other, Pick yourself up and brush yourself off.

And one of the foundest memories, is one person I know (knew): "It's just a walk in the park"

Anyways goodnight