I donn't know why I can stay here,and I even cann't find an answer that can solve my sadness,I'm so tired ,and I cann't avoid  difficulties .

      In Chinese college I cann't gain what  I want to know,you know the exams only good for our member.You can study only month ,in that short  term,you can pass all  exams  you had studied,because the univercity only attach importance to our's memory.

That's what I had  understood from univercity ,as a freshman I felt so disapoint.

In the rest day ,I only want to attend a compney to improve my ability,and increase my expearance.Study CPPA by myself.that's what I intend  to do and what I had thought!