Dont know how I start it, hangang ngaun kc shock pa rin ako.

I was standing at the middle of the bridge. I was crying while my knees still shaking. Ewan ko bakit sa setting ng panaginip ko na strand ako sa bridge na un. Andun si "ex" at sya ung nagsave sa akin. I dont know how it happens. Bsata I was surpass it. Nung tym na lilingunin ko sya, nkita ko si "bf". Standing down stairs. He was wearing white polo shirt and white pants. First expression ko, what kind of clothes huh? And then when I look into his eyes, suddenly I felt something. I dont know what it is. Im afraid to look back it again, coz those eyes I've never seen before! After those words running to my mind, nilapitan nya ako tapos niyakap ng pagkahigpit-higpit.  Alam mo yung tipong parang 10 years kaming hindi nagkita. Parang ganun na ganun ung pakiramdam ko base sa mga yakap nya. Sabi ko nga after that, "bakit?" katulad ng dating sinasabi ko kpag alam kong may problema sya. You know what he did? He just smile at me and say those words quietly! "I LOVE YOU" As he whispered those words he kissed me on my chicks like he always do and then I closed my eyes. I cant really explain what was just like those feelings but I can feel the strong passion. As I've open my eyes, that was the time I notice we he was gone. Dont know where he go and dont know where Im going too. I end up almost crying over the milk. Until I woke up! I was surprised when I feel my tears running down from my eyes.

I cant really belive, napaiyak n nman ako habang nanaginip. Pangalawang beses ko na magkaroon ng ganitong klaseng panaginip. Nung una same ending pro iba ang sitaution.  Compare to others, balewala lang toh para sa kanila. Pro sa akin hindi! Ako kc bibihira lang tlga ako magkaroon ng panaginip. At halos sa tuwing mangyayari yun meron tlgang nagyayari. I know it looks like crazy pero ilang beses ko na yun napatunayan. Since when I was in hyskul. Hindi man tumpak ng pangyayari sa panaginip ko pro iisa lang ang meaning. 

Kahit ganun ang paniniwala ko, Im still hoping pa rin na it was only a dream! Hay... hindi ko alam bakit ganito na lang ako magalala para sa kanya. I admitt! Im afraid he would leave me without any hint! Im afraid he lose me someday though I know theres no permanent in this life, and to be honest its really hard to accept it!

I dont know why this dreams keeps haunting me. Oh how I wish it was just only a dream! Dear lord bless him! Bless us!