Hehe its kinda odd that im going to write about something like this despite my present condition... Well... Hehe its just ideas lng naman ^_^ Think po kyo and ask yourselves... In what way, what reason, or kung person eh d whom makes your life worth living? Are we ever contented in life? Is real satisfaction grasped at some point during our struggles? When we're talking about happiness... Hmmm... How do i put this... When we're talking about happiness are we after our individual happiness or the happiness of the people around us? Ano nga ba tlga meaning ng happiness pra sayo? Did u know happiness means different things to different people? And that would mean attaining a lasting condition such as TRUE happiness would lay out different paths before individuals bago nila ma attain un condition na un. In other words, every person has different paths to travel to attain happiness... Agree? Hehe... The truth is, hmmmm... Let's say I onced experienced this so called TRUE happiness... That's what I think ha? Hehe atleast for me that's as true as it can get ^_^ This post is for the people who continue pretending na masaya cla... Only to find out that the only person they are fooling are themselves (ouch direct hit ako hehe jowk ^_^ masaya nanaman me d ba? ^_^ improvements atleast =p Game serious uli hehe) As I look back sa experience ko dito sa condition na to... My so called TRUE happiness... I remember few practices that I do during those days... Kung ginagawa nyo toh den evidently ur near d condition na sinasabi ko... Stop fooling yourselves...

The truth is only there for the people who have the heart to accept and the soul to embrace it...

       

Hehe... True happiness for me is about... First and for most... Being contented... Not showing off sa people and not seeking recognition or attention din... Because being contented planely means that your mind is at peace and your heart is secretly rejoicing... So... If your contented, it can easily be seen by the people around you... Pero someone na mas makakanotice nito is urself... I mean... When you pray at night... Anong pinagprapray nyo? Ask yourselves... Is this what your doing? A person who's happy and contented is a person who would never ask for anything more... Kaya his prayers din reflect na sya ay THANKFULL na sa present condition nya... He's neither asking nor expecting anything... Another thing is... The moment you wake up... How do you feel? Eto un isa sa mga d ko pren na eexperience uli for this past months... Hehe... Mostly, when we wake up... D moment we open our eyes and get up from d bed our subconscious will give us a hint on whatever condition we are experiencing... Hehe... I can still remember d refreshing mornings I used to have everytime I wake up... When khit anong mangyari or nangyari last night ur morning will still start with a smile... Hindi smile sa face... Smile ng heart... ^_^ Yeah you read it right... Minsan you can feel or experience this incident pero d mo lng napapansin... When we unconsciously smile with our lips and we feel something nice inside lam mo what really happens? Our lips mirrors the smile of our heart... Hehe... Magulo sya I know... Hirap din I explain... Basta more or less I know na gets nyo un sinasabi ko right? Hehe ^_^ So un ung second sign ng True happiness pra xken... The last sign ng True happiness pra xken is...

Never looking back...

But always looking forward...

Not a trace of regret...

Instead a bunch of "mabuti na lang"

Hehe... Eto cguro magiging pinaka mahirap na part ibalik xken... Hehe... I admit naman tlga... No matter how I try... Nakakaasar aminin... Pero, I still love the same person who've always broken me... Ahmmmm... So you see... This part of no regrets thing... Its really the hardest to do... Kaya True happiness is really really hard to find once you've lost it... Got my drift? Hehe... Pero... Little by little... We're getting closer to that... One very important person to me told me dati... He said that one's happiness rest entirely on his own decision and his own desire to be happy... He said plainly na pag ginusto mo maging masaya... Magiging masaya ka... Well I still believe that's not True happiness...  Dhil... Like nga question ko knina... When we're talking about happiness are we after our individual happiness or the happiness of the people around us? I believe individual or self based happiness are superficial happiness... Dahil... We're just trying to be happy for ourselves... And something like that wont last very long... But.... Un latter, happiness with the people around us... That something that we share with another person or with every person we've come across in our lives... Kaya it's a stronger type of happiness... For me... Un ung True happiness... ^_^ Hehe... Cge po un lng po ^_^