I Haven't Forgotten...
No, I haven't forgotten about this blog at all but for those who read this that know me know that I now have a new laptop computer and I've been trying to get it organized before getting back into doing this again which has finally happened.
To catch everyone up with what's going on...my grandma has finally come home from the nursing home but as much of a bitch as it might make me sound, I honestly wish she'd have never came home. Ever since she got home she's been treating me, my mom and my step-dad like shit. I'm used to it because she's been treating me this way for probably the past three years but for her to treat my mom the way she does is completely wrong. My mom has heart problems and we almost lost her once to it which my grandma knows but she still insists on treating her like shit and putting her under a lot of stress. Eventually I believe my mom is going to sit down and talk to her because none of us can take this for much longer, it's not fair to us to have to live this way.
Sad to say, the feeling of being alone and wanting the company of someone has finally got to me and I've resorted to an internet dating service. I know it's stupid and lame but I don't get out much and I'm really shy when it comes to meeting people when I do get out so I figured this might be a good way to meet someone but so far no one can seem to get past the way I look to even bother to try and get to know me. Oh well, nothing new there...I've been dealing with that my entire life.
