Good News...Or Is It Bad?
Not sure which exactly it is but on Tuesday morning my grandma went to the doctor and as of September 4th she'll be going back in the nursing home, not because the doctor ordered it but because she said she never wanted to leave in the first place.
Call me a bitch or whatever you'd like but I can honestly say that I'm not sad to see her go. I know that may be wrong to say and I should feel bad about it but I truly don't. I love her because she's my grandmaand I always will, don't get me wrong but she's not been happy since she got home.
She doesn't want us around her and she sure as hell doesn't want to be around us, she'd rather be in a nursing home with people who "care" about her. We all know those nurses don't give a damn about her, hell half of them said they were going to come see her when she left which was almost a month ago and not one of them have showed up on our doorstep yet but she's still convinced they care about her more than we do.
Now, I know it may not seem like I care about her from the way that I've been talking here lately but believe me I do...I'm just not going to bend over backwards and break myself down to try to be nice to someone who doesn't even make the effort to be nice as well.
