Ugh...fighting a headache for the first time in HOW long?



What is it about the Neurologist appointment and suddenly I get a headache? I think I need to tell him I can't see him anymore. "We just can't do this anymore...It's killing me." Ugh. It's not a murderous one...one of those low-level annoying as hell ones that just sit there mocking me...almost like as if someone were to bonk you on the head with a bat and it were to throb in the background.

Funny...Doc asked how I manage to keep my fibro so well controlled. I didn't have an answer for him. "I'm blessed?" "God loves me?" "Maybe it was just so horribly bad for a year and a half that when it flares now, it's not even CLOSE to being what it was, so I just shrug it off...Maybe what I think of as annoying now would actually put someone else down for a day and a half? Maybe I've just become so immune to that kind of pain after suffering horribly for so long practically every single day for just about...well, almost 2 years...maybe that's it?" I told him I didn't know.

I should just go to bed...I think this headache is affecting my mood.