| DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU WAS 17 AND I WAS 18 WE MET FIRST TIME ON A BUS STOP. AND WE TALKED AND LAUGHED TOGETHER FOR ONE YEAR. I SAW THE SPARKLE OF LOVE IN YOUR EYES AND YOU RECONGNISE THAT THE MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU. WE HAVE HAPPY TIMES TOGETHER . NOBODY SETS CONDITIONS FOR LOVE BUT YOU HAD SET CONDITIONS AND WANT THEM TO FULFILLED BEFORE FLOWER OF OUR LOVE COULD BLOOM. YOU SEEN ME WITH DRY FACE AND DRY LIPS LIVING ON TEA AND SMOKING FOR MANY MONTHS. ONLY CARED TO SEND A MESSAGE THROUGH YOUR FRIEND TO STOP ALL THIS OTHERWISE I WOULD DIE AND ACCEPT YOUR CONDITIONAL LOVE. YOU HAD SEEN ME DESTROYING MYSELF AND MY CARRIER EVERDAY BUT DO NOT CHANGE YOURSELF. YOU HAD SEEN THE PAIN ON MY FACE AND IN MY EYES WHEN I MET YOU TO SAY THAT I WILL NEVER MEET YOU AGAIN IN THIS LIFE BUT YOU LAUGHTED IT AWAY. ON THAT DAY I DETERMINE TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU ALTHOUGH I KNEW I COULD NOT LIVE WITHOUT YOU FOR LONG. BUT I LIVED AND PUT ONE STEP FORWARD TO CONVERT LOVE FOR YOU INTO LOVE FOR GOD. I KNOW WHEN I WILL DIE SOMEDAY YOU WILL GET THE NEWS BUT I DO NOT THINK YOU WILL SHED A TEAR. I COME TO KNOW YOU HAVE GOT ALL THE MATERIALISTIC THINGS YOU WANT BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE MISSED. I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU FOR THE PAIN AND LOSSES I HAD TO BEAR BECAUSE OF YOU AS THAT MADE ME LOOK FORWARD TO THE WAY TO GOD. THANKS AGAIN -ANIL |
