MOTHER- THE CLOSEST RELATION ON THIS EARTH. IT IS TRUE THAT A CHILD IS COMBINATION OF FATHER AND MOTHER. BUT IT IS ONLY MOTHER WHO KEEP HIM/HER IN HER BODY FOR NINE MONTHS AND BEAR THE PAIN OF HIS/HER BIRTH. SO EVERYBODY LIVES NINE MONTHS IN HIS/HER MOTHER'S BODY. ALTHOUGH WHEN THE CHILD GROWS HE/SHE FORGET SOMETIME ABOUT THIS GET INVOLVED IN THEIR OWN WORLD. BUT MOTHER ALWAYS LIVE IN OUR HEART !-. I CANNOT FORGET THE DAY WHEN MY MOTHER WAS IN HOSPITAL. DOCTORS HAD TOLD ME THAT THEIR WAS NO CHANCE OF HER SURVIVAL. SHE WAS ON THE LIFE SAVING EQUIPMENTS AND DOCTORS HAD TOLD ME THAT END CAN BE AT ANYTIME . BUT I WAS STILL PRYING GOD TO SAVE HER. FROM ICCU DOCTOR CALLED ANYONE WITH HER AND I WENT INSIDE . THE DOC SAW ME AND SAID WHAT IS THE MATTER WHEN I CALL ONLY YOU COME INSIDE. THEN SUDDENLY HE CHANGED THE TOPIC AND TOLD -UR MOTHER IS NO MORE. I COULD NOT BEIEVE HIM AND WALKED SWIFTLY TO HER ROOM. THEIR I SAW HER LIFELESS AFTER THAT THE NURSE ENTERED THE ROOM AND START REMOVING ORNAMENTS FROM HER BODY. FOR FEW MOMENTS I STOOD THERE-SEEING ALL THIS BUT AFTER THAT COULD NOT CONTROL MYSELF. I JUST RUN OUT OF THE ROOM AND WEPT LIKE A LITTLE CHILD OUTSIDE THE ROOM. AFTER HALF AN HOUR I CONTROL MYSELF - CAME OUT AND GAVE THE BAD NEWS TO EVERYBODY. AFTER THAT DURING ALL LAST RITUALS DID NOT SHED A TEAR. YEARS HAS PASSED BUT I STILL MISS HER . SAW SOMETIME HER IN MY DREAMS AND SHED TEARS. I WROTE SOME LINES IN MY PERSONAL DIARY AFTER HER DEATH:- WO JO SUNTI THEE MERI SAARI BAATE
WO JO CHUNTI THEE MERI RAHO KE KANTE
WO JISKA HAATH PAKADKAR
MAINE LIKAHA THAA PEHLA AKSHAR -MAA
AB NAHI RAHI
KUCHH TOOT GAYA HEIN ANDER
KUCHH BAH NIKLA HEIN AANKHO SE
MEIN NAHI JAANTA KAYA PER MAA AB NAHI RAHI.
I TRANSLATE IT IN ENGLISH WHO DO NOT KNOW HINDI
WHO ALWAYS HEARD ALL MY TALKS
WHO ALWAYS REMOVE THORNS OF MY PATH
I WROTE FIRST WORD WITH THE HELP OF WHOSE HAND
-MOTHER IS NO MORE
SOMETHING HAS BROKEN INSIDE
SOMETHING HAS SWEPT AWAY FROM MY EYES
I DO NOT KNOW WAT IT IS BUT MOTHER IS MORE NO