Well today I went out to my ex-girlfriends house. She just had a baby girl on the third. I tooks her a few baskets with tons of baby clothes and blankets. It was nice visiting, eventhough we live only 15 miles from each other we rarely ever get the chance to see one another. I don't know what it is about newborns that makes them seem so ugly to me, but they do. I realy don't see babies getting thier cuteness factor in till about 5 or 6 months old or older than even that sometimes. I know it sounds awfull to say, but it is true.

Last night was a long night in which I would not like to repeat. I can't stand misscommunication on anyones' part. I know it happens to everyone from time to time, but it still anoys me. I try not to get frustrated and go off. It does take amazing amounts of control though. I think there are alot of unrelated stress factors that are butting their ugly little heads into areas of my life that they don't belong. I don't have issues, but have a knack for other people to have issues with me not having issues. If you think that doesn't make sense, well I would have to whole heartedly agree. It makes absolutely no sense to me either.

Oh well, life goes on and we all get there whether we like it or not. You have no choice if it comes down to it. So fuckin' enjoy it already. I do.