Chapter 20

        Two months after I gave birth to Aurora, I was feeling a little tense. With the baby being so young, Nick and never really got a chance to be alone. It wasn't hurting our relationship any, it was making it...well...boring.
        I was ecstatic when Jane wanted to take Aurora for the weekend. That meant Nick and I would get to be alone for a change. It was absolutely perfect. I was so exited that I didn't even care that I had to pump out ten bottles of milk with my breast pump. It was worth the pain.
        I had the entire evening planned out. Nick and I went out to dinner then to a movie. After the movie, we went back home and relaxed. Nick stripped down to his boxers and crawled into bed. He grabbed his copy of "Sports Illustrated" and began reading. While he was busy with that, I went into the bathroom and got ready for my plan. I put on a sexy blue bra and panties set with a see through robe. I made sure my hair and make up were perfect then opened the bathroom door.
        "Nick?"
        "Yeah," he said, not looking up from his magazine.
        "Turn on the CD player for me, please?"
        "Okay," he said as he put down his magazine and picked up the CD player remote.
        He turned on the CD player and first song began to play. I had mixed a CD with songs to set the mood. I slowly walked out of the bathroom, my hips swaying to the beat of Amarie's "I Just Died." Nick watched me intently as I moved over to his side of the bed and let me robe fall. He smiled as he as he stared at me in my bra and panties set. I sat down on the bed then began kissing his neck.
        "Mmm," he moaned. "What are you up to?"
        I kissed him on the lips. "I think you know what I'm up to."
        Nick slid his hand down my waist and rested it on my ass. "Very sexy," he said as he looked at my bra and panties set. "Where did you get it?"
        "Fredrick's of Hollywood," I said with a smile.
        Nick pulled me closer to him. "So, what did you have in mind?"
        I kissed his neck and made my way up to his ear lobe, nibbling on it lightly. "I want to fuck you all night long," I said as I reached for the hole of his boxers. "I want you to cum inside of me. I wanna feel your juices swarm through me. I wanna make you grow hard and make you orgasm more than you ever have before," I continued as I rubbed my hand over his hard dick. "I have a feeling that you want do the same things too. Am I right?"
        Nick smiled seductively and wrapped his arms around me. "You know me all too well," he said then kissed me.
        I pushed him down on the bed and straddled him. Slowly, I began kissing him all over his body. I trailed my tongue down his neck, to his chest, to his stomach, and stopped at his pelvis. I moved back up to his belly button and swirled my tongue around it. Nick moaned softly as I continued to tease him. He gripped my shoulders gently, pushing me toward his large member. A grin across my face as I removed his boxers and stared at his penis. The anticipation was killing him. I continued to tease him by blowing on the top of his dick. Nick's hips bucked up at the sensation. I moved in closer and began licking all over his dick. Nick moaned loudly and I continued on. I caressed his balls with my free hand and slid my finger down the spot between his balls and anus. Nick nearly exploded.
        "Oh shit!" he shouted. "Fuck yeah! Oh yeah, I'm cumming!" he said.
        As soon as his orgasm was about to take place, I stopped.
        "Damn it! What did you stop for?"
        I chuckled coyly. "I didn't want you cum yet. I wanted you to cum inside of me," I said with a smile.
        Nick grabbed my arm and kissed me hard on the lips. He yanked off my bra and cupped his hands over my large breasts. I watched him as he placed his mouth over my nipple and sucked some milk out. I don't know why, but I was extremely aroused by that. I felt my walls tighten up inside up me. I wanted him to fuck me, and hard. He continued to suck on my breasts and I couldn't take it anymore. I reached into my panties and began playing with my clit. I was sopping wet in between in my legs. My twat was begging for some attention. Nick brushed my hand away from my twat and pulled off my panties. He slipped two fingers inside of me and continued running his tongue over my nipples. Never in my life did foreplay ever feel so good. I couldn't get enough of it, but Nick was more persistent to the sex (Not that I was complaining). Nick climbed on top of me and slipped on a condom.
        "One child is enough," he joked.
        I smiled and reached up to kiss him. We locked out lips together and Nick slid his dick inside of me. I moaned softly as he began to pump in and out. We stared intently into each other's eyes. Nick roamed his hands all over my body, making me feel hot inside. I arched my neck back and Nick pumped harder. I was close to cumming...I could feel it.
        "Oh, yes! Nick, fuck me harder!" I shouted. "Oh, yeah! Oooh!" I screamed as I came all over Nick's penis.
        Nick began grunting loudly. Beads of sweat were forming on his forehead and chest. I sucked on the side of his neck and he breathed heavily. 
        "Oh fuck! You're so tight! Ooh, yeah! Oh! Oh! Oooooh!" he shouted as he came.
        Nick stayed inside of me and we kissed for a long time. There was no need for intimacy at that time. We had all the love we needed to fulfill our sexual desires. I held him in my arms and smiled to myself. For the first time, I had admitted myself that I was in love with him. I knew that no other emotion could ever come on so strong and there was nothing I would do about it. I was positively, without a doubt in love with Nick.
        Nick pulled himself out of me and laid down on the bed. He was silent for a moment and then looked at me.
        "Baby?" he said softly.
        "Yes?"
        "You know I love you, right?"
        I smiled widely. "Yes, I know."
        Nick rolled over on his side and stared deeply into my eyes. "Marry me."
        He said it so softly that I barely heard him. "Marry you?" I said in shock.
        "Yes," he said straight faced.
        "You mean to tell me, that even after all the shit I put you through, you still want to marry me?"
        Nick wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. "Baby, I have wanted to marry you for a long time. I'm willing to do anything to keep you with me. If you don't say yes today, I'm gonna keep asking you until you do."
        I laughed and then kissed him. "Yes."
        He smiled and kissed me back. "I knew you'd say yes, but here's the cool part," he said he turned around and pulled a ring box out of his pillowcase. "You get to wear the same ring."
        I opened it up and saw that it was the same platinum ring that he had given to me before. He took the ring out of the box and put it on my left ring finger.
        "It's beautiful," I said with my eyes misting up.
        "So are you," Nick said tenderly.
        "I love you so much," I said with tears falling down my cheeks.
        "I love you too, baby girl." 
        "So, when should we get married?" I asked.
        "Not right away. Maybe when Aurora gets older."
        "Well, we have plenty of time to figure everything out."
        "That we do," Nick said then kissed me. "Lets get some sleep."
        "Okay," I said.
        "Good night, baby."
        "Good night," I replied and fell asleep in his arms.
        Everything was quiet that night. I never slept so peacefully in my life. I had everything that I needed. My lover, my child, and my life. What else did I need? There was only one answer for that...nothing.


Epilogue

        You're probably wondering what happened after that night. Well, Nick and I were married a year later and we're still together. We had a beautiful wedding in the keys and honeymooned in Fiji. It was great!
        Nick and I have been married for three years now. We had three more children. Two girls and one boy. Johanna Marie is three, Brianna Nicole is two, and Nickolas Gene Jr. is one.
        Married life with Nick is a dream come true. I spend most of my time with the kids while Nick is busy in the recording studio. The Backstreet Boys are still together and my father has retired from the business. Our relationship has grown much stronger. My life couldn't be more perfect.
        Today is Nick's first day on tour. I went with him to the parking lot of a school, where he would be boarding his bus to go on the road. I always hate it when he has to leave, but I always know that he will come home to me and our family. Nick kissed the kids then kissed me.
        "Call me later," I said.
        "You know I will."
        I smiled then kissed him again. "I love you."
        "I love you too, baby." The bus driver honked. "I gotta go. I'll see you in three months."
        "Okay, have fun."
        "I will," Nick called as he ran into his bus.
        I picked up Nickolas and the kids and I waited for Nick's bus to leave. Before his bus drove away, Nick opened the curtain to the back window. He made funny faces and waved at the kids. He looked over at me, blew onto the window, and drew a heart. I laughed. No, he did not just try to be like Ashley Angel. He's a nut case, but I love him anyway. Nick blew me a kiss and I blew one back. He bus drove away and we watched him leave. When we saw nothing but a small speck of his bus, we left. I would be home alone with the kids until he came back, but that was the price I paid for marrying a pop star. But as they say in the fairy tales...we lived happily ever after.