Wish I loved you
I wish I could be in love with you
like I loved once before.
That loved that pierced my heart throught,
that even made me glow.
That feeling was so true and sweet
that I still can't forget.
That even to this day stirrs my peace
and from you keeps me away...
I wish I could fall for you now
for you're better than him.
But love does not work like this anyhow,
I know well how it is.
It's a feeling nobody can push,
it is like nothing else.
It just happens, you never can choose,
when it comes it's too late.
Why can't you just fall in love
with a person you truly would like to be with?
A person that gives you all,
that pays any price without ever stopping to think?
It simply isn't my fault
if I can love no more...
March 2004
You, my loneliness
Nothing... not a sound... nothing at all...
There's music, but I can't hear...
The sun shines but I am cold...
Nothing at all I can feel...
Colors around me I can't see...
No stars shinning in the sky...
I don't laugh... I shed no tears...
Endless search... nothing I find...
My mind and soul are asleep,
I feel lost... I feel alone,
the world around me turns dark...
My angish and grieve are deep...
And you're heedless you're the one
that tears poems from my heart!
July 1999
The Dream
What if the moon should wake you for a moment tonight
and you found a living being tightly wrapped in your arms...
What is that something near you that draws a human shape?
Can you feel that warm soft skin against your body pressed?
No need to seek the answer; you know that touch so well.
You know that mine is that head resting onto your chest.
Your fingers may well proove it if they run thru my hair,
and blindly seek the features and contoures of my face.
Can you feel my closed eyelids, my cheeks, my smiling lips...
Would you relieve their thirst with the most passionate kiss...
Would you fill my anxious ears with whispered loving words...
Would you wish this sweet moment we could forever hold...
Can your skin feel my figure: every curve, every line...
Could my body make yours thrill and shiver with delight
as we caress so softly, sensuosly, without end
and our hearts melt together in feelings we both share...
What would you do if you�d wake up to find me by your side?
Would you risk open your eyes, peek at me thru the dark?
Turn on the light to proove that my presence there is real,
or would you dare not see me lest I should dissappear?
You know that shadow near you is merely but a ghost;
when you wake up she�ll vanish: I�ll be in your arms no more.
So ere the pale dawn comes to tear me away from you, dear,
hold me closer and fell my affection in your dreams
March 2000
Long after
Need a reason
To justify any love
And it's funny to realize
To love you I have no reason at all.
There is so much
Grief and nostalgy in my heart
And though time's a great healer
All my feelings are still there
I still can't resign that we're apart
Because all the time I spent by your side
Left such a deep mark in my life
With you I learned to relax and not measure moments
You showed me the sky is deeper during sunsets
By your side I had more laughs than in my whole life
You showed me a kiss's so much sweeter under moonlight
You developed my ability to be tender
It was you the one who made me lose my temper
In your arms you picked me up right off the ground
Took me to the stars with you just flying around.
But there's one last lesson you forgot to give
Because without you I still don't know how to live
And I discovered the true meaning of a red rose
You taught me to deceive my mother and run off
To meet with you even if it was forbidden
You taught me when a glance talks words are not needed
And it was you for whom I sang a hundred love songs
And I even forgave everything you did wrong
You showed me a thousand poinst of view I had never known
And it was you the one who taught me to feel love
How to feel love...
July 2002
