"Possession"
Part 1/1
By Ghani ([email protected])

Disclaimer: I won�t claim to own Roswell so don�t sue. But this story is purely mine. Lyrics are "Possession" by Sarah McLachlan.
Distribution: Just let me know first.
Written: January 9th, 2002
Rating: R for rather dark themes and language.
Spoiler: Departure.
Summary: Kyle POV songfic. Kyle�s way into the night.
Author's Note: I�m not native english and this has seen no beta yet.
I wanted to write a sappy romantic lovestory. This is the result. *shrug* I have not the slightest idea how that fic got into my head.



Listen as the wind blows from across the great divide,
Voices trapped in yearning,
Memories trapped in time,
Can you hear me? I�m coming, coming to you. And should it take an eternity, I�m gonna find a way. It�ll be impossible for you to hide from me. There is no place in this or any universe to keep you save. Antar is not far enough away. You know you�re mine.
The night is my companion and solitude my guide,
Would I spend forever here and not be satisfied,
Every night I�m staring out of my window to the stars above searching for your face. I�m looking at the bright shining lights and see your eyes. I see the feary gleam in them, see them darken with passion.
It�s the same every night. When the day is darkening I�m heading home to meet you. I just need to go into my room to hear your voice whispering to me. I�m bathing myself in the glory of your presence, ever wondering when I�ll get the chance to lay my hands on you.
And I would be the one to hold you down,
Kiss you so hard,
I�ll take your breath away and after I�d wipe away the tears,
Just close your eyes dear,
I�m wondering what it would feel like tasting your lips, breathing in your scent. I close my eyes and let my hands wander over your hot flesh. Your breasts are so soft it makes me whimper. I touch your beautyful face with my fingertips, afraid I may hurt you and caress the softness that is your cheek.
You will close your eyes and murmur sweet words against my ear. Words that will rip my heart from my body, words of love for the man I will never be. Sweet endearment for your king your lover.
Through this world I�ve stumbled so many times betrayed,
Trying to find an honest word,
To find the truth enslaved,
No. Not this time, my love. You�ve had your time toying with me. Degrading me to be your devoted little puppy dog.
I�m gonna put my hands around your neck keeping you from whispering his name.  I will trap your fragile little body with mine. Leaving you helpless and at my mercy. I love you this way. I love me like this - making you feel all weak.
Power is a drug and I�m addicted. I feel it run through my veins purging my body from the man I used to be.
Oh, you speak to me in riddles and you speak to me in rhymes,
My body aches to breath your breath,
Your words keep me alive,
I don�t need to close my eyes and concentrate, your voice is overpowering everything. It�s a melody in my mind singing about your love, your desire for me. My head is heavy, filled with memories.
I reach out to feel your skin under my hands. I trace the line of your jaw. I put me arms around your waist and feel your muscles tighten under my grip.
No.
I am still leaning on to you to give me strength.
Enough. Enough, I said.
I don�t need your arms to hold me anymore.
Into this night I wander,
It�s morning that I dread,
Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread,
Your wrong when you think I wouldn�t know what going on with me. No my love, my mind is clear, I�m centered, at peace with myself. I follow the call on my own free will. There is no pressure just  the urging to be near you. Every night brings me one step closer to you.
The moon is looking down on me his silvery glow is showing me the way. It�s the sun forcing me to turn back. It�s the bright light that I fear, making shadows appear around me. Everything is hard, blunt and cold.
Only the moon can turn the world into breathtaking beauty.
You are my moon. You take away the shadows clouding me life. I �m drowning myself in your darkness, there�s no blinding sun to fear anymore.
Oh into the sea of waking dreams,
I follow without pride,
Nothing stands between us here and I won�t be denied,
No. I won�t be denied. I�ve waited too long for this. Nothing�s gonna keep me away from you.
You are mine and only mine. Nobody is here to hear you cry. Nobody will come to save you.
I will claim your body, mind and soul. Ensure  you�ll never leave me again. Binding you to me.
There is no escape I�m coming for you.
And should it take an eternity, I�m gonna find a way.
Just close your eyes dear.

The End