| Something New |
| When I'm clinging to this cliff it's funny that everything around me changes but I hold on to the ledge afraid to let go I see you leave and he moves and she goes until I'm left alone dangling grasping for some normalcy some comfort something consistent and slipping farther and farther down but still holding on hoping to stay in place I hear you say "Let go" I hear him tell me to "Have faith" I hear her say "Trust" but that might hurt more than it hurts to hold on to this ledge I remember how things were I long for things to stay the same (giving new meaning the the epitome of a creature of habit) ambivalence is always present-- wanting to let go yet holding on and I realize that nothing is constant only God is consistent so I pray and I remember not to dwell on the past so instead of thinking instead of analyzing instead of falling I let go to let God do something new 11.1.04 |