So, it's not the happiest
stuff on earth..
These are some poems and stuff, not everyday thoughts, but thoughts on occasion from the past...
Take my hand, just for tonight
Help me stand, i'ts the beginning of my fight
I played in the sand, it feels like it's burning
I scream and jump.
I keep playing, but im still crying.
Need to get away, find somewhere else to play.
Maybe i'll find it on another rainy day.
1-24-00 and 11-19-00
Running so fast,
I spin into glass-hitting the past.
seeing so clearly now.2-1-00
Far Far away,
like a baby and its toy.
Constantly searching for a way to be satisfied.
I dont need to be overjoyed.
just peacefully still.
watching you look away, hurts me oh so bad.
twisting and turning, my heart continues
to churn, and my soul begins to burn.
3-14-00
Feelings
Up, down, all around-
never sure when i'll hit the ground.
3-20-00
Show me today, to get our of your way.
Somehow i know the more i sit here the more hate you grow.
push me aside, throw me away.
I know how to run, and i know when to go away.
4-4-00
School year 2000 stuff
It's time,
Time for me to decide where i want to be, Too bad i can't even answer to th thought of where i want to be..
I look around me and see what i can see, Frightened by what there is and what there isn't..
I suppose im the blacksheep of the family
failing, falling, hating me, winning succeeding, still hating me...
Push yourself, be the most
you're lifes not over,
not even close.
Be number one, its up to you
so how come you're always number two?
look past my eyes can you see anything?
my pains consume me
I try hard to breathe,
whats in it for me?
why cant i leave?
Whats the price for happiness,
I know there must be one.
i feel like i should end it now, just turn
around and run.
I know the pain is coming, it happens each time i let my gaurd down.
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