MUSIC...dont think i could live w/out it!
Lisa Loeb
Sarah Mclachlan
"Hey your glass is empty, its a hell of a long way home..Why dont you let me take you, its no good to go alone.
I never would have opened up, but you seemed so real to me...
After all the bullshit i've heard, its refreshing not to see..."
*You say, i only hear what i want to..
You say...i talk so all the time..
so..
And i thought what i felt was simple, and i thought that i dont belong.  And now that i am leaving..i know i did something wrong, cuz i missed you...
You say, i only hear what i want to, i dont listen hard, and i dont pay attention to the distance that you're running, to anyone anywhere i dont understand if you really care, im only hearing negative ..no no no
So i, turned the radio on i turned the radio up and this woman was singing my song..
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who's been dying since the day they were born ..
well..this is not that: i think im throwing but im thrown...
And, i thought i'd live forever, but now im not sure..
You said that i was naive, and i thought that i was strong*
"Hey little girl would you like some candy? your momma said its ok..
The door is open come on outside..
no, i cant come outside today..it's not the wind that cracked your shoulder and threw you to the ground..
Who's there that makes you so afraid, you're shaken to the bone?
You know, i dont understand, you deserve so much more than this...
Dont tell me i, havent been there for you, just tell me why, nothing is good enough.."
*I love the time, and in between..the calm inside me..in this space where i can breathe....i believe there is a distance i have wondered to touch, upon the years of, reaching out, and reaching in, holding out, and holding in.*
*In an open room that echoes well, this is where i can tell you everything..
This is why i burn this candle, i light it so that i can handle this..
you're so still,
you save face..try to erase all you feel inside.*
*Oh, the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free the mold that clings like desperation.
Mother cant you see i've got to live my life the way i feel is, right for me, it may not be right for you but its right for me...*
*You want to suffer, and show me your angry..fight w/ your fists up or call for your mommy. *
* I know too many people unhappy, in a life from which they'd love to flee...watching others get every offer, they're wanting discovery..what kind of love is this that keeps me hanging on despite everything its doing to me?*
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