Jan, 2006 Update:
Im sober now 1 yr..............
Its March already and cant wait for spring to come !!! Just been trying to figure out where I belong in this world and I guess thats part of the problem, me trying to figure something out!!! I've just realized alot of things this year about myself, some good, some bad an dealing with that now. I was in a relationship and realized that I wasnt capable emotionally to be in one and that was an eye opener for me. I always heard that it was an inside job but I guess never really believe in that totally and now I know that. I need to get right with myself a little more in order for me to be there for someone else. What a revelation!!!!!!!!!!!! Crazy how this recovery stuff works!!! Anyway, thanks for visiting and reading my webpage. Feel free to leave a comment by clicking on my guestbook on the first page.
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Have a great day!!!
June 2007: Update:
Earl an I got back t ogether in and around February of 2006
I have surrounded myself with a group of good friends and I believe they keep on track most of the time. Earl and I have gotten alot closer too and I couldnt have asked for a better man in my life. Hes really good to me and treats me like a lady, thank God that hes stuck with me throughout all these trying times for me, without his help and alot of other people too, I dont know where I would be. I can see myself growing and its really kinda neat to feel that sense of accomplishment in yourself, its an inside job they say!!!! You couldnt have told me yrs ago that I would be feeling the way that I feel inside about myself because I would have never believe you. AA has given me my wings and God helps me to fly!!!!! |
