| Friday, March 19th, 2004. 8.40 p.m. I started to post a very negative entry and then my computer crashed. Maybe it's a sign. Of course, it's not - my computer and my dial-up internet connection are pieces of crap and I get disconnected every few minutes somtimes, but I'll choose the mystical explanation anyway. It consisted of me bitching about how my life sucks and how I suck. But what would be the point of having that kind of drivel on here? My future husband doesn't need to see that. So instead, I'll list some good things that have happened recently. - I had a dream last night that Harold from Harold and Maude and I talked about note-taking methods and journalism. - Devon and Steve brought me a care package when I was sick. - I've lost 15 pounds since I moved here. Poverty has its advantages. - I saw my friend Vidushi yesterday. - I'm alive. That didn't just happen recently, but I'm putting it on here, anyway. |
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| Johnny Cash, because my mood is black. |
| This was on Aasa's site, so I thought I'd do it, too. It was either that, or do something productive. Three things that scare you: 1. Math - even on a basic, brain-stub level. 2. Rejection 3. The thought that people I love will die. Three people who make you laugh: 1. Laura W. 2. Melanie 3. Stevie Three things you love: 1. Violins 2. Thunderstorms 3. Tea Three things you hate: 1. Stupid people 2. Fear 3. Black licorice Three things you don't understand: 1. My laziness 2. The menace and darkness in a lot of men's sexuality. 3. Why more people don't abandon their religions. Three things on your desk: 1. Pictures 2. Power-Puff Girl stamp 3. Flashlight (?) Three things you're doing right now: 1. Blowing my nose 2. Listening to jazz 3. Hating myself Three things you want to do before you die: 1. Go to Europe 2. Do something with my singing 3. Win an award (a.k.a. be the best at something) Three things you can do: 1. Write 2. Sing 3. Make people laugh Three ways to describe your personality: 1. Sarcastic 2. Pessimistic 3. Silly Three things you can't do: 1. Speak another language 2. Play a musical instrument 3. Draw Three things you think people should listen to: 1. CBC 2. CKUA 3. At least one person telling you something you don't want to hear. Three things you don't think anyone should listen to, ever: 1. Teachers who make up words like "disanciate" or spell "a lot" as "alot". 2. Anyone who answers the phone at the Cult Awareness Network. 3. Editors/publishers who say reporters should write for an audience with a seventh grade education. Three things you say: 1. That bright sunshine must mean another day full of opportunity. Goody. 2. Should this heart palpitation worry me? 3. -thwack!- No, I'm still good. Three of your absolute favorite foods: 1. Lemon meringue pie (tart!) 2. Roast beef dinner 3. Old Dutch nacho chips Three things you'd like to learn: 1. To play the piano and the violin 2. To speak italian 3. Discipline Three beverages you drink daily: 1. Tea 2. Water 3. A deadly brew of doubt, loneliness and longing. Three shows you watched as a kid: 1. Mr. Dressup 2. Whiz Kids 3. All in the Family Describe your... Wallet: Roots. Folds thrice. Hairbrush: Gives nice bruises. Jewellery worn daily: Grandmother's wedding ring, ring my sister had made for me (she has a matching one), wee golden hoop earrings. Blanket: Among the three, a blankey someone's mother lovingly made for them and that the ingrate child so un-lovingly gave to me. Bwaa haa! Underwear: Just because "the Man" says I have to wear knickers doesn't mean I'm gonna... Favorite shirt: Chain-mail Cologne/Perfume: Chanel No. 5 CD in stereo right now: John Lennon & Yoko Ono, Milk and Honey Tattoos: None. Would like "Laughter" and "Courage" in Hebrew. Piercings: One in each ear. In my mouth: Soon, more tea. In my head: Negative thoughts I'm trying to banish by having all the lights on and thinking happy thoughts. Wishing: So many things... After this: Finish updating K'vitsh, go to bed. Tears and tossing and turning after that. Fetishes: Jews. Person you wish you could see right now? See, or have in the room? Melanie. Some of your favorite movies? Dogma, Amelie, The Color Purple, Wings of Desire, Deep Throat. Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month? My birthday, having a full-time job (please, Jebus!) Last thing you ate: Toasted cheez whiz and mustard sandwich, chocolate bisquits. Something you're deathly afraid of: My life continuing in this fashion. Do you like candles? Yes, very much. Sometimes they get stuck in my teeth, though. Insence? Yes. It's the only way to summon God. Do you like the taste of blood? Whose are we talking about? Do you believe in love? Yes. I've read about it in books. Soul mates? No. Love at first sight? No. Heaven? Not really. Here's an interesting article about that. God? Yes. What do you want done with your body when you die? Burned on a funeral pyre like Shelley (the poet, dumbasses). Who is your worst enemy? Myself. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? A unicorn. Or a turtle. What's the latest you've ever stayed up? 8 a.m. Can you eat with chopsticks? Yes, but I can't eat using chopsticks. Favorite coin? What? Chucky Cheese currency. What's something you wish people would understand? It's good to be odd. What's something you wish you could understand better? How to motivate myself. |