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Dictation on the Gospel According to St. Matthew
Chapter 10

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Chapter 10, Verses 5, 6 Chapter 10, Verses 5, 6
5 These twelve Jesus sent forth, and commanded them, saying, Go not into the way of the Gentiles, and into any city of the Samaritans enter ye not:
6 But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.

Your brothers cannot accept and find the way until they are prepared by God. God only will lead His children to the Christ within. Entrust all God's children to Him, and follow always the direction of the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit knows all and will tell you if someone needs a word of encouragement.

Give yourself to the Holy Spirit. Be a channel for him to speak through to lead all God's children back home to the remembrance of their true selves of love and forgiveness forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 7 Chapter 10, Verse 7
And as ye go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.

The kingdom of heaven is here, now, prepared and waiting for those who choose to enter. Look not outside for the kingdom, the kingdom of heaven is within. The kingdom of heaven comes not in a way forseen by men.

God sends His salvation hidden within as tiny as a mustard seed. The holy Christ child has been born in all your hearts. Ask for this gift, and it will be given you. Seek, and you shall find. Knock, and the door shall be opened. What father refuses his child his happiness, love, peace, and true self?

Repent, and change your mind about the meaning of life and this world. You are now only a shadow of your true self in the spirit. Be reborn of spirit, and know your true self of love that God created you to be. As His holy child, partake of the bread of life. Know and experience God as a living reality in your life. Keep not your knowledge of God as only head knowledge. Open your heart and receive the blessings and instructions of your Father within, who is closer to you than your breath.

God is within you. He is the breath of life. In Him you have true life in spirit. Life in the world of ego and flesh is tribulation. Life in God, love and spirit, is life and light. The true light that shines forth to call the world to repentence, or a change of mind from fear to love.

Christ within you is the light of the world. Find the Christ within, and find yours and your brother's true self as created by God. Give up your ego self of the world, and God's perfect love will cast out all the ego self's fear. The only way to eliminate fear is to rise above it in love. Love transcends fear as you change your mind about your true identity and remember yourself and all others as the Christ, the holy sons of God.

Love, bless, and forgive your brothers who are still in the darkness of the world's thinking of fear, ego, and bodies. Remember all are your teachers and saviors. All have come to show you the way home. Be thankful for the ego roles your holy brothers pretend to be. They show you that happiness is not in the ego's special relationships, but in spiritual rebirth.

Only divine love loves and forgives all and sees all as holy and perfect in spite of ego appearances. With each ego appearance you see, you are reminded to love and forgive and to look within to your higher self and God, where all happiness and true life, joy, and support lie.

Nothing outside you is real. It is all illusion and will fade and pass away. But what God makes is eternal, unchanging, and forever the same. The only reality in this world of shadows lies within with the Holy Spirit and your Christ self.

Love, not fear, is the only reality. Fear is a mistaken illusion of the world of ego, while love is of God. Nothing that comes to you to make you fearful or guilty is of God. God comes to you in love and understanding. He wants to raise your consciousness so that you can remember again your holy perfection that you were created in the beginning.

God would do nothing to make you fear. You learn lesson after lesson, but receive lessons only when your heart is made ready for them. God's guidance is sure and love. He will lead you out of the world's false ego thoughts of fear, judgment, and condemnation back to your true self, the Christ, one with Him and all creation forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 8 Chapter 10, Verse 8
Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out devils: freely ye have received, freely give.

Believe no more in evil, sickness, and death. Believe in and see only life, love, and forgiveness. See only the holy, perfect son of God, the Christ in all. As you freely give this gift to all, you will freely receive. Give this gift to all, and you will become one again with your Christ higher self.

Bind no more by judgments, and end the blindness that your grievances bring to you. Abide only in the love of God and the love of Christ, and know true, perfect love forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 9, 10 Chapter 10, Verses 9, 10
9 Provide neither gold, nor silver, nor brass in your purses,
10 Nor scrip for your journey, neither two coats, neither shoes, nor yet staves: for the workman is worthy of his meat.

Fret not about what you need to eat or dress yourself. Seek only to do the service of the kingdom of heaven, and all will be freely given unto you by your Father.

Take nothing of your ego self into the service of the kingdom. Leave all fear, judgment, worry, anger, and pain behind. You must serve with yourself of love, and only then will you find the source of love that connects all creation to their loving Father now and forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 11-15 Chapter 10, Verses 11-15
11 And into whatsoever city or town ye shall enter, enquire who in it is worthy; and there abide till ye go thence.
12 And when ye come into an house, salute it.
13 And if the house be worthy, let your peace come upon it: but if it be not worthy, let your peace return to you.
14 And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet.
15 Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for the land of Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.

Always give the thoughts of peace and love to all your brothers. If the thoughts are not returned, know that your brother is only blind to his reality of love. Bind not yourself by grievances, love and forgive, and your peace will return to you.

Leave your brother only in the hands of the indwelling Father, knowing that he will be led home to the truth of his being and remember himself as his Father created him once again. We all have to go through lessons in life. We put ourselves through misery and pain. It is only when we see the light of Christ within all that we realize that our inharmonious, unloving thoughts given to others and ourselves were bringing us pain.

Think only love and peace, give only love and peace, and know only love and peace forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 16-20 Chapter 10, Verses 16-20
16 Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves.
17 But beware of men: for they will deliver you up to the councils, and they will scourge you in their synagogues;
18 And ye shall be brought before governors and kings for my sake, for a testimony against them and the Gentiles.
19 But when they deliver you up, take no thought how or what ye shall speak: for it shall be given you in that same hour what ye shall speak.
20 For it is not ye that speak, but the Spirit of your Father which speaketh in you.

Behold, I send you forth as sheep in a world of egos that feel fear and the need to preserve themselves. Ego does not love or join. Its first need is to preserve itself above all others. It develops special relationships to inflate itself further, but these special relationships will be dropped immediately if a threat is felt.

Men who live in ego--or the world's thinking of fear and judgment--are blind and know not what they do. As they see through a veil of darkness, they see no love or truth. They see only fear, threats, and a need to attack to preserve themselves and the ego self and life they feel that are.

But in the face of all threats and judgment, remember always your love, innocence, and harmlessness. Attack and judge not. Be wise, and let only the spirit of your Father God talk through you at all times. Give only peace, and remain in peace forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 21-39 Chapter 10, Verses 21-39
21 And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.
22 And ye shall be hated of all men for my name's sake: but he that endureth to the end shall be saved.
23 But when they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.
24 The disciple is not above his master, nor the servant above his lord.
25 It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
26 Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.
27 What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.
28 And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.
29 Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father.
30 But the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
31 Fear ye not therefore, ye are of more value than many sparrows.
32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.
34 Think not that I am come to send peace on earth: I came not to send peace, but a sword.
35 For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
36 And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.
37 He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
38 And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.
39 He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

The truth as yet separates people, as many are blind to its reality. When you are separated in consciousness from a brother, and he hates you because of your beliefs, love, forgive, and know that your brother is acting out his reality of consciousness he has achieved. Love him, bless him, and give him to his inner teacher. Judge him not, or you only judge your own perfection and holiness as you do. What your brother is, you are. You are one in spirit, so give your brothers only the thoughts you want to receive.

Release yourself and your brother to God, and you will be guided to your new friends and teachers. All teachers God guides you to are here to teach you something. Always love, bless, and release all to God, and you will not lose your peace.

Fear not, the scribes and pharisees called me a devil. Follow my example of love and forgiveness, and know that all truth one day will be uncovered from the veils of judgment and grievances, and all people will know their true reality as the Christ self of love.

Fear not men. They know not what they do. They are blinded spiritually, as they live in a thought world of attack, judgment, and fear. They can kill the body, or shell, but not the Christ spirit inside.

The only thing you have to fear is fear itself. The god of fear, judgment, and condemnation, or ego, will keep your vision blinded from God, truth, and happiness. The ego self will keep you in the hell and misery of your own making as long as you choose to think fear, attack thoughts and judgment thoughts as the world thinks. You cannot serve both God's thoughts of love and forgiveness and the world's ego thoughts of fear, attack, and judgment. To try to serve both just gives you a split mind, and you go nowhere. Change your mind to seek only to see the Christ self, or the kingdom of God within all of God's children, no matter how blind or against this reality they might be. If you see the Christ in others, you will see and know it in yourself. If you choose to not see the Christ self in others, you give unto yourself what you have given to others.

I came to bring peace on earth, but until all can leave the world's thinking of offenses, fear, and judgment, the truth will be as a sword separating two ways of thought. One is real and the other illusion.

If you seek only to follow the opinions and thoughts of people close to you, you will miss your Christ self. Man's opinions do not lead to Christ. The Holy Spirit within can lead you home to your Father and your true self.

Transcend this world. Take up your cross, and stop crucifying yourself with your judgment, fear, and attack thoughts, and follow me into a life of spirit, love, light, innocence, and happiness. What could the world offer greater than this?

Lose or leave your ego life behind, and find your Christ life of love, happiness, and forgiveness forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 21 Chapter 10, Verse 21
And the brother shall deliver up the brother to death, and the father the child: and the children shall rise up against their parents, and cause them to be put to death.

To deliver a brother to death in thought, you deliver him to his inner teacher of the world, or ego. You bind him and yourself with your ego fears and attacks and deliver both of you to the thoughts of death.

But you can choose to deliver your brother and yourself to life, or your inner teacher, the Holy Spirit. You can release in thoughts of love rather than bind in thoughts of fear. You can see your brother calling out for your love in fear and give him to that love or his inner teacher of love, the Holy Spirit, for help and release.

Hate not, judge not, and bind not in more ego self thoughts of death. Release yourself and your brothers to the freeing love of spirit, and live in freedom and peace forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 23 Chapter 10, Verse 23
But when they persecute you in this city, flee ye into another: for verily I say unto you, Ye shall not have gone over the cities of Israel, till the Son of man be come.

When one city, or brother, does not accept you, go to the next brother, or city, leaving your thoughts of peace with each brother. You will not have gone to all your brothers in love before the son of man, or the Christ of love, will manifest himself to you.

Christ will manifest himself where love and forgiveness are offered to all without exceptions or conditions. Christ is love, and he shares his vision with those who share his love and example with all. His love and light shine forth to call the world to repentence, or the changing of their mind and thoughts from fear to love.

Love transforms, love purifies, and love transcends the world of fear and pain forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 24-26 Chapter 10, Verses 24-26
24 The disciple is not above his master, nor the servant above his lord.
25 It is enough for the disciple that he be as his master, and the servant as his lord. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebub, how much more shall they call them of his household?
26 Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.

To be my disciple, you must show love and follow my example of forgiveness.

If the world and church called me a devil in fear and ignorance, do not be surprised at what they call you. The world and church lives in fear and the teachings and commandments of men. They do not go within to the teacher of teachers to learn the truth from God and worship God in spirit and in truth.

But all the thoughts of fear and commandments of men will be revealed for what they are when you listen to only the Holy Spirit within. He is the one who can lead you out of the world and church of ego and fear to love and complete release to God. What I tell you, that applied to your own lives and live it by the power of the Father and Christ within.

Love builds, and fear destroys. Give no foothold to fear to keep your mind and body in the hell of sickness, pain, attack, and judgment. Live by the light and life of the Holy Spirit and Christ within, and transcend the world of ego and fear forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 28 Chapter 10, Verse 28
And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

Worry not about men. They can only destroy the body. But you are not the body, so they cannot destroy you.

Concentrate on the small, separate ego self of fear who seeks to destroy both soul and body in the hell of judgments, fears, and unloving thoughts.

It is only your thoughts that can hurt you. It is only your belief in an alien thought system to be your reality that gives it power over you. You must retrace your steps and remember just who you really are; then the ego alien thoughts will no longer cause you guilt and pain. You will have transcended its thought system to the thought system of love and forgiveness.

When you change your identity in your mind from fear to love, you will not give power to the ego alien thoughts to destroy you in sickness, pain, depression, and guilt.

Concentrate your effort on only one thing. Your thought system of fear, judgment, and separation is all that can hurt you. Live in the thoughts of love and forgiveness, and attain the peace that passes all understanding forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 29 Chapter 10, Verse 29
Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing? and one of them shall not fall on the ground without your Father.

Nothing in creation falls without the Father, as the Father's spirit is within all creation.

If the Father watches over all creation with His spirit of love to guide all, there is no need for fear. Your value to God is more than you can imagine. You are His treasure, His child, His beloved.

Trust your life to Him with all creation, and live by His guidance and fulfillment forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 32, 33 Chapter 10, Verses 32, 33
32 Whosoever therefore shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.
33 But whosoever shall deny me before men, him will I also deny before my Father which is in heaven.

To confess me before men, you must believe that before men was the Christ spirit. All are the Christ spirit, as this is their origin before the fall into blindness, ignorance, separation, and fear. To deny that all were the Christ before they were men only denies the Fatherhood of God in all. He who denies that all are the Christ spirit denies himself and his Father God.

So see the holiness of all, and live and let live. Your brothers are not who they pretend to be, as you are not who you pretend to be. All are here to play roles in the salvation of the world. They are your teachers and saviors, so thank them, and look past the ego pretense role they are playing to the Christ spirit within all.

Wake up to your purpose and function in this world of love and forgiveness. Know that your brothers are trying to teach you a lesson in ego appearances. Find that lesson with spirit's help, and transcend to a higher thought system.

Know that nothing really matters in this world of dreams and illusions created by false, alien, ego thoughts, but your love, forgiveness, and setting free the world to do as it will on its path to salvation.

Love frees, it does not bind to its own opinions, likes, and dislikes. Love decides upon no roles for its brother, but smilingly knows that all is well. Love then waits in peace as all play the roles they must play to awaken. Some roles cause pain to your brother, but that is his consciousness, and he must teach himself and make his mind ready to accept God's words of love, not the world's opinions of fear.

Relax, know ego appearances as lessons first to you, then your brother. Find the lesson, then love, bless, and lift yourself and your brother in loving thought to your inner teachers. Give only love, for that is what you are, and live in the love and peace of the Father forever. Amen.



I release the world from my expectations of what it should do.

I release the world from what I think it should be.

I release all actions and all thoughts to God, knowing that all is well, and all are being led home on their path to the remembrance of their true identity, the Christ, the love of God.

I live and let live, and offer no criticisms or judgments by myself of separation.

I release all to the unfoldment of the Christ within in light, love, peace, and truth forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 37 Chapter 10, Verse 37
He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.

To love anyone outside you more than God and your God self places you back into ego and fear, and trying to seek outside yourself for fulfillment and love. Only one will fulfill you and stand by your side always: the Father within.

Look not outside to men's opinions of what you are doing. Look only to God and do as His inner voice directs, and you will pick up or transcend the cross of ego self. You will stop allowing yourself to be crucified in the sacrifice of ego guilt to others' ego demands. You will love, bless, and let live all your brothers, and feel no guilt as you release them and yourself to go your ways, guided and enfolded by love.

Stop crucifying and demanding sacrifice of yourself. Lose your ego life of sacrifice and guilt, and find your Christ life within of release, freedom, peace, love, and forgiveness forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 38 Chapter 10, Verse 38
And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.

Take up your cross and stop crucifying yourself with your ego judgments and fears. Leave the world and its judgmental and fear thinking behind. Leave pain and suffering behind.

You must leave your ego self behind to find your Christ self, as you cannot serve two masters. God and love or ego and fear--one will be your master. To try to serve both at one time only brings pain and confusion. A split mind has not the power of the spirit. The power of the spirit comes from transcending fear to love and following only the voice of the Holy Spirit within.

The Holy Spirit within is your Father within. Your Father will lead you back home to love, and only He can lead you out of the world back to your home of love and peace forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 39 Chapter 10, Verse 39
He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it.

He who chooses to find his life in the world will lose it. Ego judgments and fears lead only to depression, anxiety, attack thoughts, and death.

You cannot think like the world and still think with God. You must have the Holy Spirit purify all your unloving, attack, and fear thoughts, or you will not find your Christ life. If you choose to give up your ego identification and life in the world, and transcend to the world of spirit and love, you will find your true Christ self and life. You will transcend the world's fear thoughts to only thoughts of love, holiness, perfection, and peace.

Come, you blessed of my Father, find the self that you were created to be. It is this self that you are, not the ego self of the world. Transcend fear and its manifestations, and find the only truth in the world of illusions. Find the light shining in the darkness that the world does not understand. Find the light of Christ, or love shining in all, even if they have temporarily forgotten it.

If you follow the broad path of the world, your judgments and fears will cloud your Christ light, and your remembrance of it will fade away. Drop all judgments, grievances, and fears. Give all these to the Holy Spirit to purify in love. Remember perfect love, or the Holy Spirit, casts out all fear.

Find your Christ life in this world; do not let it slip away and live in the pain and grievances which make its finding impossible. Clean up the inside of the cup. Then you will be truly clean and pure in heart, and you will see God forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verse 40 Chapter 10, Verse 40
He that receiveth you receiveth me, and he that receiveth me receiveth him that sent me.

When you are loved and accepted, I am loved and accepted. The person who accepts you accepts me, the Christ, and God our Father accepts and loves always the Christ in all.

Receive and help all. Give love and forgiveness, and you will reap the reward of the love, acceptance, and forgiveness you have sown. Behold, when you do good unto someone, you do good unto yourself. You and your brother are one and the same. You are all God in expression, so be still and behold only the God self, or Christ, in all people. What you behold in others you behold in yourself.

Remember all are your teachers, so always behold the lesson in each ego appearance, not the ego self of your brother. Send your brothers who believe they are egos thoughts of love, and shower yourself and your brothers with the love and blessing of God forever. Amen.



If a brother accepts you in love, he accepts me also, as I am within all. If you are received, then I am received, and the Father is received, as the Father can only be reached by the acceptance of the son.

To receive a brother in love means to see him as either giving love and being himself or calling out for love, as he has forgotten his true identity. Give thoughts of compassion to all your brothers who come to you in conflict and fear. Offer them to their inner teacher of love within, not to their inner teacher of fear and attack. Which teacher you offer a brother to you offer yourself to. So offer love, and receive love, the Father and Christ within forever. Amen.


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Chapter 10, Verses 41, 42 Chapter 10, Verses 41, 42
41 He that receiveth a prophet in the name of a prophet shall receive a prophet's reward; and he that receiveth a righteous man in the name of a righteous man shall receive a righteous man's reward.
42 And whosoever shall give to drink unto one of these little ones a cup of cold water only in the name of a disciple, verily I say unto you, he shall in no wise lose his reward.

All of the jobs of salvation are important. There is no job more important than another, so that no man need boast that he is more spiritual than another. No job is higher or lower; all are the same, and all must be performed to awaken the sonship to its reality of love once more. So perform your job that the Holy Spirit directs with love, and know that no matter how small a part you seem to play, it is as significant to God as any part played by another.

Use your talents that God has given you, and always give thanks to your brothers, who are your teachers and saviors in this world, for the parts they played in your awakening process.

Give your brothers always a reception of love and understanding, and you will receive what you have chosen to give to God's sons. Accept God's son, the Christ within all, and you will accept the Father within all and receive the reward of communion in love, spirit, and peace forever. Amen.


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