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| 1 After this
there was a feast of the Jews; and Jesus went up to Jerusalem. |
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Jerusalem by the sheep market a pool, which is called in the Hebrew tongue
Bethesda, having five porches. |
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great multitude of impotent folk, of blind, halt, withered, waiting for the moving of the
water. |
| 4 For an angel
went down at a certain season into the pool, and troubled the water: whosoever then first
after the troubling of the water stepped in was made whole of whatsoever disease he had. |
| 5 And a certain
man was there, which had an infirmity thirty and eight years. |
| 6 When Jesus saw
him lie, and knew that he had been now a long time in that case, he saith unto
him, Wilt thou be made whole? |
| 7 The impotent
man answered him, Sir, I have no man, when the water is troubled, to put me into the pool:
but while I am coming, another steppeth down before me. |
| 8 Jesus saith
unto him, Rise, take up thy bed, and walk. |
| 9 And immediately
the man was made whole, and took up his bed, and walked: and on the same day was the
sabbath. |
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| When the angel of death and
darkness troubles the waters in your life and soul, remember the pool of Christ healing
within. In this cistern is life and abundance. In this cistern of spirit you will be
healed of any disease of mind or body that you think you have because of false belief. It
matters not how long you have believed in the ego false self and its seeming appearance
and problems. Your healing will come if you really desire healing with all your heart,
soul, and mind and strength. Your Christ
self within you calls to you to come to him, for within his mind is the cistern of life
and abundance. Go to no man, for no man will be able to help you to find the cistern of
Christ spirit. All men will shove you aside so that they will be first. Men are in ego and
think only of themselves. Christ has transcended above ego and its thoughts of death and
darkness.
Rise in Christ consciousness, and take up your
bed of ego and spiritual death, and sleep and walk and be made whole in the spirit of your
Father God in love and holiness forever. Amen. |
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| Afterward Jesus
findeth him in the temple, and said unto him, Behold, thou art made
whole: sin no more, lest a worse thing come unto thee. |
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| Believe no more in the voice of
sin, or the ego voice within you. Listen not to its rantings and ravings and negative
talk. Only the ego can be down. Only the ego can pick apart things, and say that things
are impossible and that there is too much to do. Only ego cannot cope, but you are not
ego. Remember, My child, that you are not the ego voice within you. Relax, and know that no matter what the ego voice says,
that what it says cannot affect you unless you choose to let it. Say and know that all is
in your Father's hands, and that He will do a good work through you. If you have a desire,
give it to your Father to bring into fruition. Don't worry how it will happen or what
changes will have to be made, or how you will make them. Know that the changes will be
made apparent at the appropriate time, and that you will just follow your Father's
guidance. All things will fall into place as you just relax and let your Father lead. Give
all the ego thoughts to your Father, and know that they are not your thoughts. Thank your
Father that these are not your thoughts, and thank Him for your thoughts of holiness and
love that you share with Him. Remember to leave all things you desire in His hands, and He
will bring them to pass. What you desire, believe that God will bring it to pass, and it
will be yours. I said God will bring it to pass, not all your striving and trying to
decide how things should go.
To leave things in your Father's hands, and thank
Him that all is being worked out in His will and for your good, keeps you from believing
in all the rants and raves of the ego voice and giving it the power to work for the worse
and the negative in your life. For what you believe in, you will bring upon you.
Believe only in your Father and the good and
holiness that He is working in your life. Know that for you, all is well, and will be so
in the spirit of love and holiness forever. Amen. |
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| But Jesus
answered them, My Father worketh hitherto, and I work. |
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| My Father has been working unto
this time to awaken me to my true self, the Christ, that is one with all creation and one
with Him. When I become aware of the working of my Father for my salvation of awakening
from the world and its thoughts, I, too, work to harvest my mind and heart from the belief
in any thought of the world that may have hold on me by belief. I work with my Father to
create an awareness of a new creation and a new heart in me. This new creation and new
heart is already in me, and is already me, but I must work with my Father to become aware
of this reality. My heart belongs to my Father, and all is well and good and love now and
forever. Amen. |
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| Then answered
Jesus and said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, The Son
can do nothing of himself, but what he seeth the Father do: for what things soever he
doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise. |
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| The son becomes the Father, and the
Father becomes the son in the spirit of love. What God does, His son, the Christ spirit,
does the same. God's son cannot do anything different than the Father. He was created, and
is the exact image of, his Father in love, hope, and peace. So if God's son cannot be
different than his Father, and cannot do anything himself different than his Father, why
does the world dream that God's son can be different than his Father and a body? The world
has forgotten its identity of oneness with its Father and creation. The world thinks of
itself as a body, and so it follows the inner teacher of the body, or ego, which leads it
unto false values and thinking. It is only as God's sons learn not to identify with the
body; and learn that as God's sons, that they are spirit and formless; that they learn to
follow the teacher and do the things of spirit, and leave the teacher of the body behind. God's sons were created eternally perfect love and spirit,
and this they will remain through the ages be as they wander in their wilderness of ego
searching for the meaning to life and happiness that is only found within them. Seek
within, and remember that outside you all is meaningless and part of the dream of ego
death and darkness. Reality lies inside you, My child. Seek for it only where it may be
found, and transcend the world and its thoughts of darkness and false values and
perceptions now and forever. Amen. |
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the Father loveth the Son, and sheweth him all things that himself doeth: and he will shew
him greater works than these, that ye may marvel. |
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| Come with Me, My child, on a
journey that has no beginning and no end. Come with Me on a journey with the spirit of
love and perfection. Come, and leave judgment and imperfection behind forever. Take My
hand, and rise with Me to the Christ consciousness that you are now and ever more have
been. Rise, little girl, to the life of happiness and love that you seek. Blow away the
last clouds of ego doubt and fear, and let them melt like the newfallen snow as the
morning sun rises. The warmth of My love and care will melt away any cloud of false belief
that ego voice of deception tries to convince you of. Trust in Me, and I will bring
remembrance of your Christhood to pass. I
will show you great things and marvelous things on our journey. These things, in earthly
terms, are impossible and not believed in, but we both know that I specialize in the
impossible. Remember, My child, that there is no good or evil. All is good, and all is
happiness. Pain comes from the mind of ego that tries to decide what will make it happy
and what will not. Decide not what will make you happy. Give all things to Me, and let Me
bring the life of love and perfection to pass that you desire. Emotion is only of ego,
along with the pain that it puts you through when its will and wants are not satisified.
Get not involved in the wants and will of the ego self, or it will lead you a merry chase
to unhappiness and pain. Life will be frustration, as the ego self is frustration. It
looks for happiness outside itself. Happiness is within. All that you want is the will of
your Father and true self, so ask for this will to be made manifest in your life. I know
that you do not feel that you know what this will is, but your inner teacher does. So
trust all things in your life in his hands so that your life can manifest the things of
Christhood and spirit. Ask to be led by spirit, and do spirit's will and the will of your
Father and yourself now and forever. Amen. |
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| 21 For as the Father raiseth up the dead, and quickeneth them; even
so the Son quickeneth whom he will. |
| 22 For the Father judgeth no man, but hath committed all judgment unto the
Son: |
| 23 That all men should honour the Son, even as they honour the
Father. He that honoureth not the Son honoureth not the Father which hath sent him. |
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| For the son and the Father are one
and the same. To honor the son, you must see the life and Christ spirit within, not the
ego role that the son of God plays. Join not in the dream of the dreamer by playing the
ego games of men. You are not asked to sacrifice yourself in ego games. Love, bless, and
let all go their own path that they must for their salvation. Judge no man, or you only judge yourself with the judgment
that you judge another with. See the perfection within, not the outer appearances of the
ego self that has forgotten its identity and perfection. Love and honor all God's sons as
His sons. Say to your brothers in ego appearances, "I honor you, my brother, in
Christ spirit, for which you have been and are still created to be. I see you as God sees
you, not as you see yourself. I give all in love and holiness to the Father to do His work
in all creation for the remembrance of the truth. My will and your will are only to do the
will of the Father that sent us in truth, peace, and love forever." Amen. |
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| Verily,
verily, I say unto you, He that heareth my word, and believeth on him that sent me, hath
everlasting life, and shall not come into condemnation; but is passed from death unto
life. |
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| To believe in Him who sent us, we
must believe in our brothers. We must believe in the Christ nature of our brothers, who
have only temporarily forgotten who they are. We must see our Father in all people.
Believe not in the ego self of a brother. This is not his reality. Believe not in the will
of ego self, even if a brother feels that this is his will. His will, as yours, is only
the will of the Father of love. To hear My
words, you must persevere to listen within, for only within will you get the words that
you are hearing. Those outside you do not know or understand the things of spirit.
To believe in your brothers, yourself, and all
creation as being the Christ spirit and a part of God passes you from the thoughts of ego
death and darkness to Christ life and light. And you will not pass into the condemnation
thoughts of your ego self, as it will not have any power over you any longer. Come to
everlasting light in spirit and in truth. See only as your Father sees, and you will be
reborn into truth and light forever. Amen. |
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| Verily,
verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice
of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live. |
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| The dead are the spiritually dead
that hear the voice of the ego self of deception and darkness. The day has come, and now
is, that all may hear the voice of the Christ, the son of God within him, and by listening
to that voice, may have life in the spirit of love. In the God self, or Christ self, is
there life. There is no life in the self of darkness and pain. To have life you must listen to and follow the voice of
your inner Christ guide within. You must leave the world's teacher, or ego voice within,
behind. Arise from death and darkness, and arise, My child, to life in spirit everlasting
and eternal forever. Amen. |
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| 26 For as the Father hath life in himself; so hath he given to the Son to
have life in himself; |
| 27 And hath given him authority to execute judgment also, because he is the
Son of man. |
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| The son is like the Father, and the
Father like the son. The Father is life, and the son is life. So therefore, to find life,
you must find the son of God, or the Christ self that lives within you. In your Christ
self you have life, as life is of God. In
the world's mind you do not have life. You have death and darkness because of man's power
as the son of God to execute judgment. The judgment that man executes on another, he gives
to himself. And so on he goes, giving himself all the pain and judgments of imperfection
that he gives to others, and goes on blaming others for his problems. What you give, you
get, so give loving thoughts of holiness and perfection, and reap the holy thoughts of
perfection and love that you have chosen to share with others forever. Amen. |
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| 28 Marvel not at this: for the hour is coming, in the which all that are in
the graves shall hear his voice, |
| 29 And shall come forth; they that have done good, unto the resurrection of
life; and they that have done evil, unto the resurrection of damnation. |
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The graves are
not physically outside you. The tomb all are in is the ego body of darkness. As I said to
the Scribes and Pharisees, the reference to them as whitened sepulchers which looked
beautiful on the outside, but within were full of dead men's bones and all rottenness.
Until the mind has been harvested with the help of the Holy Spirit, and the inner
Christ-self has become one with you, your mind is still full of uncleanness, which must be
dwelt with so that you can live and remember yourself as the holiness that you were
created to be. In this way you can come forth in good thoughts, since you have planted the
seed of the Christ-mind, and your harvest will be of the Christ-mind. You will live and
rise unto life in Christ- thought. You will avoid and leave behind the voice of the world
and leave the evil judgements that it would give to you as you choose to give them to
others. You will be passed from death to life by changing the voice that you listen to and
believe in within.
Listen only to the Christ-voice
within you and dwell in the holiness and life of the Father forever. Amen. |
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| 30 I can of mine own self do nothing: as I hear, I judge: and my judgment is
just; because I seek not mine own will, but the will of the Father which hath sent me. |
| 31 If I bear witness of myself, my witness is not true. |
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In the thoughts
and minds of your ego self you can do nothing. The ego mind hears and judges imperfection,
hate and fear. But within you in the deep recesses of your mind is the mind of spirit.
This mind is your mind that is connected to the mind of your Father in love. As you listen
to this mind, you hear and judge perfection, love and trust. When you listen to this mind
of the still small voice of spirit within, you do the will of the Father that sent you to
be the light of the world and to save the world with your thoughts of love and perfection.
You cannot bear witness of
yourself, as you do not know who yourself is. The world thinks that they are the ego-self
of fear and imperfection that they have created with their false thoughts of ignorance, as
they do not know what they do because they have clouded the memory of their true identity
with false perceptions. There is only one who knows the real you, and this one is inside
you as your Inner Teacher in truth and holiness forever. Amen. |
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| 32 There is another that beareth witness of me; and I know that the witness
which he witnesseth of me is true. |
| 33 Ye sent unto John, and he bare witness unto the truth. |
| 34 But I receive not testimony from man: but these things I say, that ye
might be saved. |
| 35 He was a burning and a shining light: and ye were willing for a season to
rejoice in his light. |
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| The true witness of you comes from
within. Only within will you find the witness of your Christhood and perfection. Outside
you in the world of men, perfection and Christhood is given only to one in the separation
of Christhood. With God all are one, as all are created in His image. But you must go
within to find this assurance and knowledge. As long as you listen to men outside you, you
will rejoice in the Christ outside you that is separate from you. You will believe
yourself, the evil creation that you have created in ignorance of the truth of your
identity. You have been trained in the world in the imperfection of all creation,
including yourself. You have been told that perfection is impossible in this world. But
you must transcend the thoughts of the world, and become acquainted again with your true
self of perfection that God created you to be, and that you will be eternally. Rejoice,
your inner teacher is here, and when you listen only to him and do the will of the Father,
you transcend the false commandments and thoughts of the world, and become in oneness, one
with your true Christ-self now and forever. Amen. |
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| 36 But I have greater witness than that of John: for the works which
the Father hath given me to finish, the same works that I do, bear witness of me, that the
Father hath sent me. |
| 37 And the Father himself, which hath sent me, hath borne witness of me. Ye
have neither heard his voice at any time, nor seen his shape. |
| 38 And ye have not his word abiding in you: for whom he hath sent, him ye
believe not. |
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The greatest
witness that you can and must listen to is your inner Christ spirit. Only your inner
teacher and self can lead you to the works that the Father has sent you to do in this
life.
You cannot find this spirit
leading in anything or from anything in the world outside you. No one in the world who
does not believe in the truth of the Christ spirit indwelling all creation, will listen to
the inner voice of spirit, and thus will not remember the inner voice of God abiding
within them. Since they do not remember this voice, they do not use it for guidance. They
look for advice to men outside them in the world of shape and forms, instead of looking
within them to the world of the formless and spirit. Look not outside you in the world of
form and confusion for meaning and guidance in your life. Come only within to your inner
guide, and remember always the inner voice of God abiding within you to lead you unto all
righteousness and truth now and forever. Amen. |
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| 39 Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they
are they which testify of me. |
| 40 And ye will not come to me, that ye might have life. |
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| Life comes from nothing outside
you. Life comes only from going within to the Christ-spirit and Christ-self for guidance
unto life. Seek not guidance outside yourself, for outside you are false perceptions and
commandments of men, which will only lead you to more guilt, fear, and thoughts of
darkness and spiritual death. Come within, my child, and meld yourself in oneness back
with creation and the universe of love, truth, and spirit for ever. Amen. |
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| 41 I receive not honour from men. |
| 42 But I know you, that ye have not the love of God in you. |
| 43 I am come in my Father's name, and ye receive me not: if another shall
come in his own name, him ye will receive. |
| 44 How can ye believe, which receive honour one of another, and seek not the
honour that cometh from God only? |
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| Seek not honor and glory from men
outside you. Seek only honor and glory from God. Do your loving deeds, and search for God
on your own. This must be between you and God. Seek not the honor of those who seek honor
outside themselves. They seek to look good in the eyes of the world, and will receive each
other, but will not receive one cent of God in His name and with His thoughts. Detach yourself from the life of the world, and live your
life between God and you. Seek not outside yourself, or you only seek pain and ego games.
If you seek to be well thought of by men, you do not seek to be honored by God. Spirit and
ego are not one. Leave the world behind, my child, and soar in the spirit of love, truth,
and peace forever. Amen. |
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| 45 Do not think that I will accuse you to the Father: there is one that
accuseth you, even Moses, in whom ye trust. |
| 46 For had ye believed Moses, ye would have believed me: for he wrote of me. |
| 47 But if ye believe not his writings, how shall ye believe my words? |
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| The Christ-self will never accuse
you or anyone else to the Father, but the ego-self will. The ego self is the self in which
you and most of the world trust. But it is through the writing taken down from men that I
have been revealed. And if you listen to your inner teacher, he will unfold me from all
that you read and show you the way back to your true self and away from the self of the
world. I am all around you, but I cannot be seen or found unless you listen for me by
listening to the voice of the inner revealer, or the Holy Spirit. Believe in your brothers. Believe in their self of
holiness, even if they do not believe in it themselves. Accuse no one and you will not
accuse yourself. Only the ego self accuses. The Christ spirit self knows no accusations.
It knows the truth of the world of dreams, and knows that all is well, and that no one is
who they seem to appear to be. All are expressions of God, playing whatever role that they
must to awaken themselves and their brothers to reality in Christhood and love. Relax and
awaken fully from the dream of sin, death, darkness and fear. Rise, little girl, to life,
light, and love, now and forever. Amen. |
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| Copyright �
1999-2001 by Pamela Kirkman. |
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