| �Roxas�.How are you here?� I repeated as the blond version of Sora tried to bury his face into my shoulder. I heard little hiccups come form him. I assumed he was crying but he wasn�t making any noise.
�Roxas�.� I hugged him close to me. His silent sobs slowed and finally he looked up at me. His eyes puffy from his cry and his bottom lip quivered in a slight pout. �I�ll take care of you alright? I won�t leave you here�� I gave him a smile. Now what exactly am I going to tell everyone? ------------------- Roxas almost ate me out of munny. It made me wonder how long he had been down there. Hayner sat next to me staring at the other boy quietly. Olette and Pence sat at either side of Roxas asking him where he had gone to and what took him so long to get back. But Roxas was mute�he couldn�t answer so he just shoved food into his starving mouth. I watched him closely. Trying to figure out if he was just a Nobody or if he really existed. I felt a hand squeeze mine tight. Hayner was looking at me slightly worried. Maybe he thought I was giving Roxas �other� attention. I gave him another smile and squeezed his hand back. �Roxas.� I looked back to the others Roxas stopped eating, his fork almost to his mouth. �Where are you going to stay?� �With you.� he mouthed and pointed his fork at me. I felt Hayner tense. �Alright. Then I have one condition.� He put the fork in his mouth and nodded. �Don�t eat me out of my house.� Everyone laughed� except for Hayner. ---------------- �I�m not going to leave you for him relax.� �But you love Sora!! And if what you said is true then that means you love Roxas too!!� �Roxas and Sora are the same yes. But they are different too.� I sighed. Hayner didn�t look at me. He didn�t kiss me good night as he walked into his house either. So I slouched and motioned for Roxas to follow me. �Riku?� I watched him mouth words that I didn�t feel like trying to understand. I did catch �Even though I love you� I won�t get in Hayner�s way.� That�s it� Sora didn�t love me anymore because Roxas is the half that loved me�. --------------- His body... Soft� smooth�tense� tight� Why was I doing this? I pushed deeper into the small body under me. Dull nails tried to dig into my skin. The blond hair was plastered to his forehead, eyes closed tightly. �Hey Riku!! Earth to Riku!� I felt a tap to my forehead. Daydreaming? I looked at Hayner and gave him a soft smile. �Sorry. I spaced out.� �I noticed.� He laughed. �And what were you thinking about?� �I� don�t know�.� I actually didn�t. I didn�t see the boy I was having sex with, face. Blond�. Blond hair�. Hayner and Roxas both had blond hair� Speaking of the latter, Roxas was off with Olette and Pence. I was cuddling with Hayner on the top of the clock tower. Was it him? Of course it�s him. I don�t love Roxas. I love Hayner�. I love Roxas. Hayner� he�s the one that�s important to me� The one in my arms. Roxas� he�s the one who makes me feel like I have a heart�Sora�s nobody�. He loves me too. He hates me though. �Hayner?� �Roxas�?� �Hmm?� �Axel�� �I love you.� �I love you�.� �I love you too.� �I hate you.� |