| DAILY LOG (April/May) |
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| 4-15-03 hello and and welcome to PacSun how may i help you today? the ring of that sounds kinda scary you know, and another thing that is scary is the fact im writing this without readin it cuz its in black....oh im all kool now just like GGB. WEEEEEE u know i hate this day, i got me wisdom teeth out on fri, was all doped up and everything and finaly now i gotta go back to school and i still aint all there if u wanna say anything ROAR. <shoots self in head> see that took care of the problem <waves hands> see mom no hands. well i hope all of you out there that read this, well i think it's only two or maybe its just me but oh well right doesnt matter lol, i found out alot of people in the school hate me, their missin out on some good stuff lol jkjkjk buh byes all ~Tasha |
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| 4-19-03 dont u ever have those days when you wanna kill the whole world but someone stops u, kinda like if i where some superhero and wanted to destroy the earth cuz im pissed at it some other superhero would come in and make me stop. god, people sometimes just make u wanna kill them all. well this day was ok if u like waiting for your mom for bout 3 hours while she gets her hair done HOW CNA IT TAKE THAT LONG it takes me 20 mins lol. or u can have the people who want me to dye hair and all...if u want me to dye your hair call me, i love doin it gives me sometihng fun to do and all <look at ground> wooo penny <wishes to get more money, opens eyes and looks around> damn it it didnt work ROAR. well to all of those readin happy Easter and have fun doin what your families love to do. ~Tasha |
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| 6-17-03 Oh greatest joy of a day, first i dont seem to be doin anything right for anyone anymore and then your day sucks next thing you get is well your bf's little brother wishing when you killed yourself you would of. Great great great, all he says is you ruined his life like you ruining mine cuz of him and goes off on this little thing about until finally you tell him to act his age and he logs off. Stupid people, greatest joy to know someone wants you dead that you see daily, maybe he'll kill me in me sleep one day and he'll be happy but whatev. To all the people who read this which I say is only me cuz ann never comes here anymore, well I probably no write in this thing for a bit I'm gettin pissy at the crowd that's out there now wishing for me death, but oh well right don't think it gonna happen unless he does it or a freak accident, which i know he wishes so all i wish u a happy day and see ya on a later note buh byes all. ~Tasha (doireallyhavetogorightnow?) |
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| 4-21-03 hello all once again its me, seems like i write on here only when im bored but oh well right, im still workin on gettin the rom links up and little things like that, but some of this takes alot longer on a crappy comp. like mine that over heats so much. Diet coke is the best mmmmm, today sucks the last of me stitches are breakin up and im goin crazy for they buggin me like shit, and also the fact that school seems not to end now (june 10th)so soon it will end <sighs> but still have 2 more years of it, hehe. i wonder what'll go on in this litle life of mine right now and all. so much happens and goes, so little time to grow and be known, i only have this page to remeber me little life then as i grow older and keep this page goin till i die, which by then still people will not have read it as much as i wanted them to. We've been up since last year and only in the 300 hits, many people must not like us, bout 100 of those was me and ann updatin and then u got the few that come along by mistake oh well i must be goin now for there is more to be done. ~Tasha (IDONTWANNAGO) |
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| 4-30-03 yeaaaaa geocities is workin again for me <claps> all must bow down and make me happy now muhahaha. well all this day sucks ive been workin on a projec that due tomorrow and i hit a road block now and this is really bad since ive hit it damn....what am i to do now but sit on me ass and look at it and hope to god i get it done. well in two weeks i go back and work at PacSun, i dont work for two weeks due to someone filling me hours which i need them back now so i gotta wait but oh well right. so i any of you not busy pop in and say hi, im at PacSun in RidgeDale so not to hard to find i know, just look for me if i not out in front im on lunch break or in back fooling around i mean, restockin lol jkjkjk. all of ya take care i gotta get back to homework buh byes <hugz> ~Tasha (IWANNAHAVEFUNNOW) |
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| 6-13/14-03 Life seems to suck in the summer, everything seems to go down hill . Love seems to get shorter, life seems to draw to a close, there's nothing left for you. You've lost it all, oh well I guess right, I'll learn to deal and slowly move on hoping that everything in the end turns out ok, well at least better then what it is now, but what am i to do, ill i end up is burnt in the end of this summer and wish one less year of my life. Well if anyone wants to get together just email me and we can make it happen, well at least i think we can, just so bored and tired, life just gets stressful. Well today friday 13th havent died yet so i guess angel of death holdin out one more year, see ya next 13th lol. Ok now its the 14th thought id mix these two together make easier on me, but oh well right now i have nothing better to do work doesnt call me in, i sit here on me ass and wait for me life to go past my eyes and well this is just plan stupid i want everyone to die right now...or do i...i dont know anymore feeling inside are all mixed up I JSUT CANT TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE JUST FUCK ME LIFE OVER ALREADY ROAR. ~Tasha |
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| 5-31-03 Ann, do i have to write another all over again when me comp hates me....YES...okok here goes..... Come on people join in with me when i say i hate jobs....Mine sucks ass everyone gets hours before me and im suppose to be workin full time soon and i cant do shit bout it cuz ill be workin maybe once out of a week...WHAT THE HELL IS THAT....-growls- im just so mad now, and since its so hard to find jobs now im lucky i even got me ass into it while i could...they admitted i wasnt suppose to even be workin there cuz they couldnt take anymore, just got in by acident, doesnt that make me feel special im an acident. Well life on this is of the comp. is goin pretty good just little tired of it all as u can tell, same old shit day in and out, same ol'd mess in and out....wonder what summer will bring, if it'll bring happiness or if it'll bring hate. Well to those who read this which looks like a little more then normal now, thanks for stoppin by I'll see all of you weirdos later and for all of u who where on AN i am not a man....... ~Tasha |
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| 5-18-03 Ok all out, i've returned with another post to all of you out there. I AM GOD. well not to all but to most. Stupid summer on its way bringing out weather and me ass to full time. <grumbles> well to all out there like i told ya before where i work jsut pop in and BUY from me so i get more under me belt. So me bf and me are happy for our 1 year and 10 months ann. tomorrow hehe thats a long time aint it. Yea we got back together in the end, guess we love each other to much to be apart and all. And soon i hope me book i've been working on with a good friend will be published soon, you dont know how much work it takes to get this thing done and who to find someone who will publish it hehe. well all its a nice warm sunday so i think maybe ill go for a walk ttyl take care all buh byes. ~Tasha |
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