Mistress of none --a true Blueblooded Bitch

kulasisi:(n)is a Tagalog term for Mistress. They are often referred to as Kalaguyo,Kabit,Querida,Kahati,Mang-aagaw,Number 2,3,4..etc.etc... These are my thoughts.. my life as i live it .. without limit, uncensored,and uncut.

"I SHALL HAVE NO MASTER FOR I AM THE MISTRESS OF NONE..."

.:Thursday, April 26, 2001:.

I'M GOING TO ZAMBALES TODAY!

gonna stay there for 4 days.. be back Sunday! woooooooooo hooooooooo! Kulasisi, u better miss me... lolz...
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:21 AM|:.

.:Wednesday, April 25, 2001:.

The former president was arrested today, I don't know...kinda feel weary.. and for the first time ,i want to quit watching the fucking soap opera. called POLITICS.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:30 PM|:.

.:Tuesday, April 24, 2001:.

My friend’s nephew is gone. ]:( he lived for 9 days. I was just talking to her a while ago, and it’s a sad thought that not all people has the sensitivity to act the way they should during times like these. I could kick their butts to hell. JT’s an official angel now, I haven’t seen him personally but I could imagine him with wings and a halo.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 7:22 PM|:.

.:Monday, April 23, 2001:.

made a few changes........... i'm still a failure! damnation to hell!
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 9:24 PM|:.

This site has the frigging design that i want to integrate in my layout. wokey, i can do this....ehhehe... it might take a while but i'm learning. Anyways, i'm quite satisfied with what i have right now... but still i want to do some improvements. I do hope that I'll find the patience and perseverance to keep on trying. or else......... die.
Watched 2 movies today..... and my eyes are really tired. Hope that our get away will push through. Nevertheless...i could always stay here and die a bored woman.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:38 PM|:.

.:Sunday, April 22, 2001:.

i was able to change the layout..... i got a problem though.. i want to get rid of the title... however i cannot do that because it would affect the whole table...... sheeps...
our neighbors having a drinking spree..... they are singing their lungs out again. damn noise. Tomorrow they'll hear from me.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 10:26 PM|:.

while i was browsing the world of bloggers on this sleep free night, i saw again the site of isangmahal she is a filipina based in san diego and boy , don't she got spunk! i like the way she express herself.. straight and concise.
I'm going to change the layout, i'm 100% sure...... the yellow thing is making my eyes hurt. *damnit* i'm beginning to squint..
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 5:52 AM|:.

howdy,kulasisi! missed me? i missssssssed you! =)
I've been to Jane's place. I had a tiring friday and saturday... we actually spent the day, walking...walking...it's so frigging hard to window shop! ahehehe! Nothing beats the real thing... now with money on hand, i think i can manage to walk and walk and walk..... ]:)
Anyway, that trip made me realize things about married life, family, and actual existence of a "Jerk". Hmmm.. marriage is just like the lotto i guess.... because you take chances.. if you got the lucky combination , you win. If you don't, then you spent money on nothing. If you are lucky enough, you get to marry someone that is the other half of you. Well, married life is not all bliss, i know that... it's not a fairy tale where "they live happily ever after"-- it's a challenge, challenge of staying together,of keeping the fire burning for each other, a challenge of making a life "TOGETHER". (*wishful thinking, huh?)
Men can be jerks. And this particular person--- he is actually married and has 2 children. In my eyes, he is a jerk. He is so irresponsible. He is living his life as if he is still a bachelor. I don't know, i maybe wrong about him or even over acting-- but that's how i feel. I think he needs to grow up and stop acting as "THE BABY"!!!!!!!!! He is suffering from insecurities ,i think. But for goodness' sake, who wouldn't be insecure when your family is actually being supported by other people? He will be forever insecure unless he does something about it. Which i think - doesn't crosses his mind.
Jane and I might spend the week in Zambales! We did this get away last year--- and i had so much fun then. I just hope that same thing will happen or even surpassed the fun i had last year. I think we need to do this, for she's leaving for the U.S. in a couple of months, and we won't be doing this anymore. So far, all things are cool. I am cool. She is cool. WE ARE BOTH COOL. ahehehehe! cool huh?
Got a copy of A B N K K B S N P L Ako?! ]:) where did i get it?! it fell from the heavens.
"The only reality in life is death. If reality is death, then is life an illusion? Without life to compare it to, there can be no death. If life is an illusion, there can be no death. Is there any reality? Or is everything nothing?"
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:49 AM|:.