Mistress of none --a true Blueblooded Bitch

kulasisi:(n)is a Tagalog term for Mistress. They are often referred to as Kalaguyo,Kabit,Querida,Kahati,Mang-aagaw,Number 2,3,4..etc.etc... These are my thoughts.. my life as i live it .. without limit, uncensored,and uncut.

"I SHALL HAVE NO MASTER FOR I AM THE MISTRESS OF NONE..."

.:Thursday, April 19, 2001:.

I was not able to go to Las Piñas today that’s why I spent the day reading some novel. I was able to finish it, and I didn’t like the way that the story ended, much to my dismay. It was so anti-climatic.
Today, I have decided to start reading old notes and books since this semester (*but I haven’t started yet) —I’d be taking up review classes. I’m kind a scared for I didn’t have the background that my other classmates have. Anyway, all these worries are piling up—and they are frightening me. I hate the feeling of being scared. Jen, gave me a birthday present, and it has a dedication at the back—she thinks that I’m cool and so unaffected by the pressure of law school. SHE DOESN’T KNOW ME. I mean what is so cool about having BAD study habits? Unaffected? Ha! Yeah right… I’m frigging unaffected by the pressure because I refuse to be affected. If she can only read my mind… she would be surprised.
My mom is nagging me to find a Job! She is literally breathing at my neck! *GRrrrrr* situations like this make me wish that I live on my own. But then, how can I live on my own if I can’t support my own existence? Demmits, so once I got a job – I don’t need to live on my own since she would stop nagging me. Why is it that I always end up realizing i'm always wrong and they are right?!
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 9:08 PM|:.

so here i am..... at 3 am in the morning..... still awake and all.... thinking of all my worries..demmits!
tried changing the layout of the blogs, got an idea but cannot execute it. I really suck at this! *growl*
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 3:05 AM|:.

howdy, girlie! so i end up writing anyway..i really thought a while ago that it is the end for me.
I was able to get Madonna's mp3 "what it feels like for a girl". I've been looking for it for a couple of days now....... and finally after spending tons of patience, i was able to leeched a copy. wooooooooo hooooooooo!!! I'll be meeting jane tomorrow..... gonna spend the night with her.. hopefully, by friday night-- i'll be back in the safety and comfort of my home.
It's just nice to talk to someone funny, and witty....people like that remind me of me. ahehehe!
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 12:09 AM|:.

.:Wednesday, April 18, 2001:.

I got this feeling that i got nothing more to say......... is this the end? is this where i am going to stop?
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 9:36 PM|:.

.:Tuesday, April 17, 2001:.

i'm thinking of changing the layout of this blog AGAIN. however, i'm having second thoughts about it since i don't want to mess up the neat look of the site... if one can call this as such. anyways, i'm fickleminded..who knows... i might change the look one day that is, if i found the nerve to experiment on the html stuff. One thing is for sure though, i'm going to keep the EYES.. i love eyes.... i can't explain it very well in words.. but there's something about the eye that is so damn special. I draw eyes whenever i get bored or during lectures at school. The eye can express thousand of words. ahehee! and i'm starting to babble again.. i should stop here before i get so poetic ...
i'm dead serious about the job thing... if i want to finish school i got to find job , soon.
"the eyes are the windows of the soul"
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 8:27 PM|:.

i need a job......

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 2:26 PM|:.

Someone sent me this picture….. isn’t she lovely? Don’t know her but she is so damn pretty. Simply beautiful. She is my crush. ]:) and I don’t care if it’s weird or whatever.
Had a nice, not so long chat with someone I have met over the net. =) he is funny and intelligent. Added friend to my list. Ahehehe! I miss a lot of people today….. =( I miss jane, I miss jeff, I miss mama ailes, I miss ney… I miss my school, I miss cecil (*what do you know…. I miss her! ) , I miss my classmates….. I miss my pare. Or maybe, I’m just fucking bored …
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:31 AM|:.

.:Monday, April 16, 2001:.

I am a powerpuff girl today!

i made my own powerpuff girl! wwwwwwwoooooooo hooooooo!

U want to be a powepuff girl like me?!!?!?! go this way------>>>>>>>
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 11:22 AM|:.

.:Sunday, April 15, 2001:.

HAPPY EASTER!!

Question: why is it that the symbol of easter is a bunny with eggs!?
answers that i find after hours of asking:
<+ Marvin_Gay> nung nabuhay kasi uli si kristo e nakasakay sya sa bunny saka sya namigay ng mga itlog

<+DirtyOldSoul> ginagamit ang eggs as a symbol of nature's rebirth.

<+DirtyOldSoul> e pagan kaya inampon ng christian church para mag-symbolize ng man's rebirth hindi rebirth of spring
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 12:20 PM|:.