Mistress of none --a true Blueblooded Bitch

kulasisi:(n)is a Tagalog term for Mistress. They are often referred to as Kalaguyo,Kabit,Querida,Kahati,Mang-aagaw,Number 2,3,4..etc.etc... These are my thoughts.. my life as i live it .. without limit, uncensored,and uncut.

"I SHALL HAVE NO MASTER FOR I AM THE MISTRESS OF NONE..."

.:Saturday, April 14, 2001:.

Mahal kong Kumag,
Hello, how have you been? Who you’ve been seeing these past few weekends? I know it’s not me. I know that it’s you, I love to be with….
Lubos na nagmamahal,
Purita

 a stanza from the song of True Faith, “Hi!”. Made me remember a sad past. Wushu!
My cousins left for Manila today, my lola’s house is once again QUIET. I enjoyed their company very much. Endless talks and laughter, especially when there is teasing.. ahehe! They can’t tease me for I am the ATE.. they can do that but then they value their life. ]:)
On the other hand, my mother and my father arrived from Mindoro. They spent the holy week there. They bought us lots of daing (dried fish) and panutsa (sugared peanuts) . They also bought us this fish called TULINGAN. I love it very much. Hehehe! Tomorrow is Easter Sunday… the end of the holy week!
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 7:39 PM|:.

.:Friday, April 13, 2001:.

Ok, today the rest of my clan went to church to attend the procession... it supposed to help me medidate and all. But sad to say, i was not able to do that..
There were many people... as should be, some went with their friends, some with their family and some with their girlfriends/boyfriends. Different kinds of people.. some attended for religious reasons and some just to have fun and show off whatever it is that they want to show. So, my cousins and i , took our sits in the middle pew and observe the people and their behaviour. I can't believe I did that. In short, we exchanged opinions regarding the way that this person dressed... the way that this girl walks.. blah-blah. My behavior was incorrigible. =( I cannot forgive myself and i am actually feeling ashamed of my behaviour. To make the long story short-- instead of understanding the meaning of the season, i was actually laughing my ass off beacuse of some joke that my cousin told. I was a total bitch there. However, i noticed that i'm not alone.... but then, it's their problem not mine anymore.
I have sinned more.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 11:56 PM|:.

I'm so sleepy and tired! didn't do much today...
such a slow and unproductive day for me.....

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:21 PM|:.

I DID IT

i did what neil told me to do.. and see the end result? heheh! it's my favorite color!! Green! so freaking refreshing, symbol of life...and jealousy! lolz... ahehe! not all people like that color though.... but i dare say that in the heat of the summer ... green is such a cool color. i think i'm in love with lenny...
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 2:09 PM|:.

.:Thursday, April 12, 2001:.

So, it's morning again huh?! lol.... i do believe that i am suffering from insomia.. i can't seem to find sleep at this hour. Anyway, i am having a great week so far.. no hassles and no bad moods. I am enjoying the company of my cousin jeffrey very much. ]:) maybe it rooted from the fact that we actually grew together.. we have been playmates since we were still kids and plus the fact that he in really nice. He maybe loud, and childish at times .. but in our family...all of us got that trait. So it's kinda normal really... ahehhe! I like his Girlfriend too.... she is just like us.. anyways, my other cousins will be coming over to spend the rest of the holy week with us. This is exciting... endless chattering and fun! i know, i know that it is the time to repent.. but it's much better to repent and meditate while having FUN! I still love Lenny Kravitz.... he is the BEST. ]:)
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 12:49 AM|:.

.:Wednesday, April 11, 2001:.

Bon Jour! I was able to put a counter on the page... that is if you can find it.. i find html editing a nice hobby... yeah as if this html came from me! lolz.... anyways, i would like to thank myself for being able to do this... it's a dream come true *wipe tears away* i would like to thank also my friends... for all the support! and fanny serrano for my hair and make-up! lolz... i can tell that this is going to be a wonderful day! *muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah* I LOVE LENNY KRAVITZ!!
' ..so many tears have cried, so much pain inside... it ain't over till its over....."
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 3:03 AM|:.

.:Tuesday, April 10, 2001:.

GOOD NEWS

PAPA TATS IS AN AMERICAN CITIZEN ALREADY! HE PASSED THE INS! WOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
BAD NEWS

MAMA JANE WILL LEAVE ME.............WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! I'll miss her terribly, damn it! she is still here and yet i'm beginning to miss her already! huhuhuhuhuhu ]:(

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:25 AM|:.

.:Monday, April 09, 2001:.

Holy Monday

It’s the first day of the Holy Week…. The day is slow, nothing much happened. Usually, this is time of the year that people repent for the sins that they have done… (In the catholic church at least) They hit themselves with some whip or whatever, they fast, they visit churches (called “Bisita Iglesia”). Maybe they want to share the load that Jesus had carried, or in the very least experience the hardship that HE had suffered. Hmm, that made me think… should I do penitence?
A recap of my Religion Class: There are 10 commandments in the OLD TESTAMENT, and there are 2 Commandments in the NEW TESTAMENT. There are 14 station of the cross. There are 7 sacraments, 7 mortal sins. There are 15 mysteries of the rosary…
“Thou shall not have other Gods before me”
”Thou shall not use the name of the Lord your God in Vain” – hesusmariosep? Diyos ko po? God Damn it?
”Thou shall attend Mass on Sundays and Holy Holidays” – “Ouch!!”
”Thou shall honor thy father and thy mother”—“Umm… kinda breached it sometimes…” putang ina mo –honorable huh?
”Thou shall not kill” – I have done this mentally.
”Thou shall not steal.” – I would not use steal —I would use “rip-off” since I keep the change sometimes ahehehe, besides I always ask permission .. after the deed.
”Thou shall not commit adultery”
”Thou shall not bear false witness against your neighbors”
”Thou shall not covet thy neighbor’s wife” – Girlfriends included?????
“Thou shall not covet thy neighbor’s good” – in relation to the stealing stuff.
Whew! I remember them all! Yey! Yey! I wish that whenever tempted, I would remember them all.

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 5:58 PM|:.

.:Sunday, April 08, 2001:.

IT' S PALM SUNDAY TODAY.....
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 3:32 AM|:.

WHAT A FUCKING DAY….( ok, i'm talking of SAT. 04.07.01)
It was around 4 am in the morning when the electricity went off. And it went on throughout the day, the lights went on again late in the afternoon, but after a while it went off again. With the current climate of this country, I almost got drowned with my sweat (*which of course is an exaggeration on my part..) taking a bath is really heaven… I spent the day cleaning my closet, and organizing all my papers. I can’t believe that I have accumulated that much paper in a semester. With the heat that we are experiencing now, no doubt that somewhere in the Philippines, someone is experiencing a heat stroke.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 12:01 AM|:.

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