Mistress of none --a true Blueblooded Bitch

kulasisi:(n)is a Tagalog term for Mistress. They are often referred to as Kalaguyo,Kabit,Querida,Kahati,Mang-aagaw,Number 2,3,4..etc.etc... These are my thoughts.. my life as i live it .. without limit, uncensored,and uncut.

"I SHALL HAVE NO MASTER FOR I AM THE MISTRESS OF NONE..."

.:Saturday, January 20, 2001:.

-- I thought that everything is going to be swell and all... but it turned out absolutely bad! shit! shit! sheeeeeeeeet! I just wish that if someone is mad at me-- he/she would tell me so... straight to the point! hit me directly.... i don't care how much it will hurt.... i can handle that. I just want to know. I have the right to know. Damnation to hell.. LIFE IS FULL OF SHIT....
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 3:30 PM|:.

"Be Sober, Be alert because your enemy the DEVIL prowls about like a roaring lion seeking someone to devour.... Stand your ground, firm in your faith...."
"We shall not be silenced, we shall not be fooled, we shall not be cowed. We shall fight for the truth for the truth -- as Christ said," the truth shall set you free..."
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:37 AM|:.

E D S A EXPERIENCE
Second Rally Jan 19-20 8pm-1:30am fri-thurs
-- OO, bumalik ako sa EDSA! it's addicitive e....hehehehe! i got home from LP at 5:30pm and left for EDSA at 6pm.. talking about lakwatsa! This trip to EDSA is legal, for i got my parents permission to go with my ate. =) let me see.... we have met a set of nice people, they came from sta.maria bulacan. This time, i went to the Shrine using MRT! yey! yey! tao na ako! nakasakay na ako sa MRT! The people are enthusiastic! They are always shouting...... and yelling, it's like a street party. The people doubled..... kaya naman ang INIT and sobrang masaya.
--We stayed in the Flyover going to Greenhills-- the view was not good and the people there are not that enthusiatic...maybe they are tired. So, imma rate this one a b- (naks!) . Aside from doin' the things that i've done the night before here are the added features (wala ako maisip na word para sa features! waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! )There are more celebrities tonight...... did i ever mention that the APO Hiking Society is good at hosting? i really liked them. And i was able to watch GARY V. perform!!! cool ey?!?! then its time to go home so we walk....walk... and walk..... and keep on walking.... ooooops! still not there ..and walking... and walking 'til we can't walk anymore-- Then a miracle happened! A tricycle passed by!!! a tricycle in EDSA! yessssss! we are saved!
--Some critics said that people go to edsa to see the movie stars.... they are wrong for the movie stars go there to see the people =)~~~
--would u believe me pasok ako later?! --kundi ba naman napakainconsiderate ng titser ko! OUST! OUST! shet! (actually ouch ouch yun... hahaha! )
--when i got home.. i realized how tired i am.. =) got to rest now....
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 4:19 AM|:.

E D S A EXPERIENCE
REMINDER: this one is long
I was not able to do my blogs this couple of days for i have to experience History. I have joined the rally 2 times, the 1st time was illegal and the 2nd is legal. and this is what i have to say:
First Rally Jan 18-19 9pm-1:30am thurs-fri
--The EDSA Rally was on its 2nd day when i decided to join. I have asked the permission of my mother and all i got is a YELL... hahaha! Hmm.....I'm 23 yrs.old.... am a big girl.. i can take care of myself and besides, i'm not going alone-- i have my bestfriend with me and her husband. So I escaped.
Naturally, we were all wearing black.. and people stared..I don't know if in awe or otherwise-- I DON'T CARE but it's really embarassing. Finding a ride was a real challenge for nobody would want to take us to EDSA. Hopefully by the use of our exotic charisma -- we were able to get one. We have to get off at SM Megamall, and started our journey to the Our Lady Of Peace Statue.. Once we got there, the volume of the people was overwhelming. Of course, our fellowmen snatched the chance to make most of the situation: Everything was For sale-- stickers, ribbons, shirts, cassettes, foods, etc. We looked for the perfect place amidst the sea of people...... ( we stayed at the farther leftside of the stage) We were not able to reach the stage but at least from our spot, we cann see the stage and some of the people on it.
--Slogans are everywhere: Oreta means Pokpok-Osmeña Pekpek:Sa EDSA Makibaka-Sa MENDIOLA Makibaboy: Erap is Stupid, and countless ERAP RESIGN!! banners and sticker Galing ng PINOY!
--hmm.. ano pa ba nangyari?? It had been a starstudded affair. Hehehehe! (kaso wala si JudyAnn saka si Jolingjing! -shet! ) basta ang dami artista saka songers..... aheheh singers nga pala yun.... sino nga ba? si Dulce, Martin Nievera, Ballet Phils., Tanghalang Pilipino of CCP,The Company, Arnel Ignacio, APO, Rica Peralejo,Cory Quirino and other politicians.
--The emotions and energy of the people are overwhelming....
--I had goosebumps when the song "BAYAN KO" was sung-- my patriotic side suddenly came to life--- no matter how much i may hate the system of government and the people running it-- i realized that i love my country.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 3:55 AM|:.

.:Thursday, January 18, 2001:.

Bakit ako si inday balutan?!....
--she used to be our neighbor in Dapitan,Manila..... i really don't know her....kasi bata pa ako. all i know is me topak sya.... and my ate and kuya would always tease me na anak ako ni inday.. i used to hear her curse.... everytime na bilog ang bwan...she would yell and i remember getting scared.... she was called as such kasi lagi syang me dalang bag na me lamang damit. well that's it... teka... after all these years bigla ko sya naalala... di kaya??? could it be??? oh shit!
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:15 PM|:.

BLACK THEATER OF LOVE
VIOLET CAST
THEIR BLOOD...
THE MOON GAVE ME FLOWERS FOR FUNERALS TO COME
TWELVE SHAPES BOW BEFORE HER
I'M STILL ONE OF THEM,
TWELVE WAYS TO DIE
HER BEAUTY SCARES ME.....
FALLING..................
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 12:54 PM|:.

i was asked to go out-- should i go? lolz.... siguro miss na ako ng bestfriend ko...... one week na kaming di kita-- oh well, she has to attend to her husband.... lapit na nung umalis e! hmmmm.... nothin' special happened today.. i've done my routines.... in not so perfect order... as usual... typical me.
--I'm not so mad anymore with the 11 traitors.... wag ko lang makita muka nila ok na ako! they looked gloomy kanina sa Hearing..aaaaah! They've become aware that their political carreers are OVER. They really are a bunch of shameless bastards. They make me vomit.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 2:14 AM|:.

.:Wednesday, January 17, 2001:.

i chanced upon the site of GMA NETWORK-- www.thepresidentontrial.com ---- and there i saw the picture of the 11 senators... "president's apostles?" -- and there on the side is the seal of the Senate of the Philippines.... torn apart. i feel awful for i have voted some of them... i thought they are not typical TRAPOS.... but they have proved me wrong. They are supposed to be the voice of the people..... and they have BETRAYED us.... THEY HAVE BETRAYED ME its a pathetic sight (their pictures) for i know how they think.... they make me vomit.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:15 PM|:.

--ATTY.DAZA was interviewed in the radio as well as SEN. ORETA-AQUINO ..to lang masasabi ko: LETSE KAYO! Lalo na si Oreta, she was asked about her reaction (jumping shet sya ever) last night when the NO vote won-- ito ang sabi nya : "i was just trying to realease the tension when it was caught on tv...." --DUH! release the tension by jumping? HAHAHAHA! bakit di na lang sya nagpagulong-gulong yun siguradong alis ang tensyon nya! and about the smiling when booed by the people in the gallery? ito sabi nya " e kesa naman i-kontra ko pa , e di smile na lang ako para wala ng issue.. di ko naman alam na ganun mangyayari.." --- DUH ULET! Do these senators think that the Filipino people are STUPID? alam ng tao kung sino ang pro at anti.They are transparent enough for a simple man, a layman to know which side they are on. Atty. Daza was asked kung ano ang masasabi nya sa decision--- ito ang sagot nya "As the lawyer of the Pres.. kailangang blah blah blah blah--"--- GOBBLEDYGOOK! yan! sya yun! ang haba ng sinabi about the Constitution and the rights--di naman sinagot ang tanong. KUNG AKALA NG 11 NA SENATORS NA YAN NA MANANALO PA SILA--- MUKHA NILA, KAPAL NG MUKHA NILA!
--Nene Pimentel resigned as Senate President-- saludo ako! standing for what you know is right-- battle of principles and virtues.... yan ang laban.The prosection panel resigned en masse--- they simply dont believe anymore. Senator Osmeña is on leave... di pa sya sure kung babalik sya sa Impeachment Court. There is the possibility that the Impeachment court is going to be dissolved. The trading of dollar is 55.50 to 1$... WE ARE GOING TO THE DOGS.

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 10:30 AM|:.

DISTRESSING DAY
I woke up feeling depress... maybe this is an aftershock for what happened last night in the impeachment trial. I feel so patriotic today. I want to kill the 11 senators for making that damn decision.
--When EDSA happened in 1986, i was still a kid then..... i really don't care what happened.. as long as i can play and eat and simply live. I was barely 8 years old~~~ i never did think of it as a serious matter.... the People's Power--- i never did realized that that was history in the making... Never did occur to me that it is a serious matter..that my freedom was at stake, my life was at stake, the country was at stake. Part of not thinking about it is the fact that , WE support MARCOS then...But hey..... I'M 8 YRS OLD! what am i supposed to do? me libreng bigas, asukal saka sardinas..... actually supply yun.. in exchange for our support. Until now, i still admire him (MARCOS) because of his intelligence, nagnakaw man sya-- matalino pa ren sya kasi nabisto sya after 20 years.LIFE THEN WAS NOT THIS HARD. Now, I'm 23 years old--- and HISTORY is unfolding.. i'm not a child anymore. Once again, Life and freedom is at stake. I'm aware of the seriousness of the matter. I know that I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING, kahit na ano, kahit na gaano kaliit---- i'm going to fight.

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 10:27 AM|:.

.:Tuesday, January 16, 2001:.

FOR THE FILIPINO PEOPLE
I simply want to cry...
to release this disappointment in the judicial ang legislative branch of the government.
i want to weep...
To weep in despair for i know that there's nothing i can do..... to weep for the future of my kids.....
Weep...... for the destiny of my people......
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 11:11 PM|:.

WHAT A TERRIFYING MOMENT
Ok, the verdict is out-- today, the whole world saw what kind of policymakers we have =( and i'm ashamed of them. I know they have their right and prerogatives to make their owns decisions... But their decisions were made not out of love for the country nor their constituents... it was motivated by their own interest. It is as assurance that ERAP will stay in power! what kind of a Government is that? They are all BULLSHIT, the eleven senators who voted "NO". I know that its wrong to pray for someone's death---- but at this very moment---- i simply dont care! I WANT THEM DEAD! I want to flay them alive, burn them, and throw them to the dogs....
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 10:48 PM|:.

hard day for me
It's just a hard day.... although not physically hard.... parang i find myself suddenly tired of the rushes of the city life.... i want peace. i'm just a simple person... my needs are not that many..... i want love. i want peace. i want serenity. i want a simple happy life.
--Not all things that you want, you get.... you'd better be aware what things are within and out of reach. Sometimes i think of the things that i have--- and ask myself... am i happy? yes, a new dress, new shoes, new things will make me happy.... but once i wore it --- make use of it.. parang wala na naman ang happiness. Something is lacking in this forsaken life of mine and i'm determined to find whatever it is. Maybe this is the only chance that I'll get what i want. strive.. work hard.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:22 AM|:.

.:Monday, January 15, 2001:.

Talagang magulo ang buhay sa IRC..... kahit na over the net lang to..... it still affects ur life..... buhay IRC,masaya..magulo.
posted by .:|kulasisi @ 1:02 PM|:.

.:Sunday, January 14, 2001:.

TOday's Hottest Report
I slept very very late.. ahehehe.. i mean i went to bed at around 4am. I stayed all night chatting here in front of the pc. Pero it was very memorable, since it felt like attending a party.. i was able to meet new friends in another server that is.... =)
I woke up around 10am.. and then had a nap. =) it was a great day, had a rest, finished a book. hmmmm... maybe time for me to study? hahahahaha! why does it feel like that my blogs are not worth a shit? whew! whatever... a new week is waiting for me...... i do hope that it's better than the last. chill.....

posted by .:|kulasisi @ 9:16 PM|:.