*Matt Caplan*
*Wither*

Hold me closer now
Make believe I'm someone else
I can't hear but I can listen
To your lies
Show me beauty now
Make believe you look like you
I can't see but I can read
Between the lines
Oh, wishing I was there
Wishing I could
Hold the ground that spins me
Round and leaves me unaware
Oh, wishing I was there
Wishing I could bite the hand
That feeds me the shiver
And the stare
Say you love me now,
I cannot afford to wait.
I cannot afford to wither.
Hit me harder now
Make believe my face is numb
I can't feel
But I can sense you in the air
________ in farther now,
Make believe you're unafraid
I can't speak,
But I can whisper in your ear.
Whoa, wishing I was there
Wishing I could bite the hand
That feeds me the shiver
And the stare
Oh, wishing I was there
Wishing I could
Hold the ground that spins me
Round and leaves me unaware
Say you love me now,
I cannot afford to wait.
I cannot afford to wither.
To deny your home is to
Deny me too
I get startled by visions
Of the things that you do
To deny the ___
Is to the truth
I can see it in your heart
Oh, wishing I was there
Wishing I could bite the hand
That feeds me the shiver
And the stare
Oh, wishing I was there
Wishing I could
Hold the ground that spins me
Round and leaves me unaware
Say you love me now,
I cannot afford to wait.
I cannot afford to wither.
*The Verve Pipe*
*Freshmen*


When I was young,
I knew everything.
She, a punk who rarely ever
Took advice.
Now we're guilt-stricken, Sobbing with our heads
On the floor.
Stop a baby's breath and
A shoe full of rice, now.
I can't be heald responsable
She was touching her face.
I won't be heald responsible
She fell in love
In the first place.
For the life of me,
I cannot remember what made us Think that we were wise
And we'd never compromise.
For the life of me
I cannot believe we'd ever die
For these sins,
We were mearly freshmen.
My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her,
His girl took a week's worth
Of valium and slept.
And now he's guilt-stricken,
Sobbing with his head
On the floor.
Thinks about her now and how
He never really wept he says,
"I can't be heald responsable.
She was touching her face.
I won't be heald responsible,
She fell in love
In the first place.
For the life of me,
I cannot remember what made us Think that we were wise
And we'd never compromise.
For the life of me,
I cannot believe we'd ever
Die for these sins,
We were mearly freshmen"
We try to wash our hands
Of all of this,
We never talk
Of our lacking relationships.
Or how we're guilt-stricken,
Sobbing with our heads
On the floor.
We fell through the ice
When we tried not to slip
We'd say...
*Incubus*
*I Miss You*


To see you when I wake up is a gift
I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel
The same as I do
Is a three-fold utopian dream
You do something to me
That I can't explain
So would I be out of line
If I said I miss you?
I see your picture
I smell your skin
On the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away
I know I'll see you again,
Whether far or soon
But I need you to know that I care
And I miss you.
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*Counting Crows*     *Matt Caplan* *Eve 6*                *The Verve*
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Semisonic*   *Dave Matthews Band*
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Incubus*           *Gin Blossoms*
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Goo Goo Dolls*        *Lisa Loeb*
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Matchbox20*     *My Friend Steve* *Barenaked Ladies*       *Stroke9*
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Verve Pipe*       *Tracy Chapman*
*The Verve*
*Bittersweet Symphony*


Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet,
You're a slave to money,
Then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know, the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.
No change, I can't change,
I can't change, I can't change.
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next,
I can't change my mold
No no no no no no.
Well, I never pray,
But tonight I'm on ym knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that
Recognize the pain in me, yeah.
I let the melody shine,
Let it clense my mind,
I feel free now.
But the airwaves are clean and
There's nobody singing to me now
No change, I can't change,
I can't change, I can't change.
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next,
I can't change my mold
No no no no no no.
(Have you ever been down?)
(I can't change.)
Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet,
Tryin' to find some money,
Then you die.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know, the one that takes you to the places where all the veins meet, yeah.
No change, I can't change,
I can't change, I can't change.
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next,
I can't change my mold
No no no no no no.
(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down)
(I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down)
(It's just sex and violence, melody and silence.)
(Been down)
(Ever been down)
(Ever been down)
*My Friend Steve*
*All in All*


Hey Victoria,
Do you still hide my letters
Under the mattress
You lay on with him?
Do you even remember putting them there?
I'd say probably not.
But I'm here
And I'm writing
By the light of the candle
That I once used when I'd write you.
Oh, Victoria, the girl in the flowered dress.
It seems you've forgotten.
Is this some kind of test?
And if so, I hope I'm doing well,
And on the fourth of July,
While I sit and cry,
You and Mr. Wonderful
Can have the time of your lifes.
Oh Victoria, did you have a good time in France?
Hey, don't worry,
Cause nothing's gonna change, you said.
Words in the wind.
Well, the certainly do come easy.
Eight months now, I've been waiting for you to come around.
Beating my head against the wall
You never believed me
Why would you worry?
Why would you worry?
Oh, Victoria, the girl in the flowered dress.
It seems you've forgotten.
Is this some kind of test?
And if so, I hope I'm doing well,
And on the fourth of July,
While I sit and cry,
You and Mr. Wonderful
Can have the time of your life.
All in all, I'd still say thank you.
You showed me a life I never knew.
All in all, I'd still say I love you.
All in all, hey, I surrender.
All in all..
Oh, Victoria, the girl in the flowered dress.
It seems you've forgotten.
Is this some kind of test?
And if so, I hope I'm doing well,
And on the fourth of July,
While I sit and cry,
You and Mr. Wonderful
Can have the time of your life.
*Lisa Loeb*
*Stay*


You say, I only hear what I want to
You say, I talk so all the time.
So?
And I thought what I felt was simple.
And I thought that I dont beling
And now that I am leaving,
Now I know that I did something wrong,
'Cause I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.
You say I only hear what I want to
I don't listen hard,
Don't pay attention to the distance that you're running from anyone, anywhere
I don't understadn that you really care
I'm only here in negative
No!
So I, I turn the radio on,
I turn the radio up, a
And this woman was singing my song.
Lovers in love and the other ran away.
Lover is crying cause the other won't stay.
Somebody's hovering and waiting for the other who was dying since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that I feel that I'm throwing but I'm thrown.
And I thought I'd live forever,
But now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that wont take me anyhow or anywhere with you.
And you said that I was naive,
And I thught that I was strong
I thought, "Hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Now I know that I was wrong
'Cause I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.
You said you'd call me cause you want me
And one day you let me go.
You try to give away a keeper or keep me cause you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say...
Stay.
You say, I only hear what I want to...
*Semisonic*
*Closing Time*


Closing Time
Open up the doors and let you out into the world
Closing time
Turn off all the lights over every boy and every girl
Closing time
One last call for alchohol, so finish your whiskey or beer
Closing time
You don't have to go home, but you can't stay here.
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Closing time
Time for you to go home to the places you will be from
Closing time
This room won't be open til your brothers or your sisters come.
So gather up your jackts,
Move it to the exits
I hope you have found a friend
Closing time
Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
I know who I want to take me home
Take me home
*Dave Matthews Band*
*Satelite*


Satelite in my eyes
Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder.
Satelite strung from the moon
And the world your baloon
Peeping Tom for the mother station.
Winter's cold, spring erases
And the calm, away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up look down all around
Hey, satelite.
Satelite headlines read
Someone's secrets you've seen
Eyes and ears have been.
Sateline dish in my yard
Tell me more, tell me more,
Who's the king of your satelite castle?
Winter's cold, spring erases
And the calm, away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up look down all around
Hey, satelite.
Rest high about the cloud, no restriction
Television we bounce 'round the world
And while I spend these hours,
Five sences reeling,
I laugh about this wetherman's satelite eyes.
Satelite in my eyes
Like a diamond in the sky
How I wonder.
Satelite strung from the moon
And the world your baloon
Peeping Tom for the mother station.
Winter's cold, spring erases
And the calm, away by the storm is chasen
Everything good needs replacing
Look up look down all around
Hey, satelite.
Rest high about the cloud, no restriction
Television we bounce 'round the world
And while I spend these hours,
Five sences reeling,
I laugh about this wetherman's satelite eyes.
*Counting Crows*
*Colorblind*


I am colorblind
Coffee black adn egg white
Pull me out from inside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am
Taffy stuck and tounge-tied
Stuttered shook and uptight
Pull me out from iside
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am... fine.
I am covered in skin.
No one gets to come it.
Pull me out from inside
I am folded and unfolded and unfolding
I am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
I am ready
I am ready
I am ready
I am... fine
I am.... fine
I am fine.
*Eve6*
*Here's to the Night*


So denied, so I lied
Are you the now or never kind?
In a day and a day love,
I'm gonna be gone for good again.
Are you willing to be had?
Are you cool with just tonight?
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
Put your name on the line
Along with place and time
Wanna stay, not to go, I wanna ditch the logical.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
All my time is froze in motion
Can't I stay an hour or two or more?
Don't let me let you go.
Here's a toast to all those who hear me all to well.
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon.
*Matchbox Twenty*
*Hang*

She grabs her magizines,
She packs her things and she goes.
She leaves the pictures hanging on the wall,
She burns all her notes.
And she knows, she's been here too few years to feel this old.
He smoke's his cigarette, he stays outside 'til it's gone
If anybody ever had a heart, he wouldn't be alone
He knows, she's been here too few years, to be gone.
And we always say it would be good to go away, someday.
But if there's nothing making things change
If it's the same to you I'll just hang.
The trouble understand, is she got reasons he don't
Funny how he couldn't see at all, til she grabbed up her coat.
And she goes, she's been here too few years
To take it all in stride.
But still much to long, to let hurt go.
(You let her go)
And we always say it would be good to go away, someday.
But if there's nothing making things change
If it's the same to you I'll just hang.
I'll always hang
Well I always say it would be good to go away.
But if things do work outmlike we think, and there's nothing there to ease this ache
But if there's nothing there to make things change, if it's the same to you I'll just hang.
*Barenaked Ladies*
*This is Where it Ends*

I don't buy everything I read
I haven't even read everything I've bought
I don't cry every time I bleed
My eyes are dry, but they're bloodshot.
I haev faith in medicataion
I believe in the prozac nation
You play doctor, but I've lost patience.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
Call the police and call the press,
Just please, dear god, don't tell me friends.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
Where's my pride, where's my self-esteem?
Does it show in the things I've bought?
I don't hide everytime I'm seen,
But I try not to get caught.
Make excuses for behavior
Can my illness be mysavior?
Hid my heart while you still gave yours.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
Call the police and call the press,
Just please, dear god, don't tell me friends.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
She says she wants to live in a movie.
I said I want someone else to stand behind me and write it all down, cause I can't be bothered doing it myself, and I don't want the responsibility of proving it's importance.
I have loved and I have waited.
Been picked up and been sedated
Mental health is overrated.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
Call the police and call the press,
Just please, dear god, don't tell me friends.
This is where it ends.
This is where it ends.
*Gin Blossoms*
Hey, Jealousy

Tell me, do you think it'd be alright?
If I could just crash here tonight?
You can see I'm no shape for driving,
Anyway, I've got no place to go.
Yet, you know it might not be so bad.
You were the best I've ever had.
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago, you might not be alone.
Tomorrow we can drive around this town,
And let the cops chase us around
Pastor's gone, but something might be
Found to take his place.
Hey, jealousy.
You can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
And if you don't expect too much from me, you might not be let down.
Cause all I want's to be with you.
Feeling like I matter, too.
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago, I might be here with you.
Tomorrow we can drive around this town,
And let the cops chase us around.
Pastor's gone, but something might be
Found to take his place.
Hey, jealousy.
Tomorrow we can drive around this town,
And let the cops chase us around
Pastor's gone, but something might be
Found to take his place.
Hey, jealousy.
Tell me, do you think it'd be alright?
If I could just crash here tonight?
You can see I'm no shape for driving,
Anyway, I've got no place to go.
Yet, you know it might not be so bad.
You were the best I've ever had.
If I hadn't blown the whole thing years ago, I might not be alone.
Tomorrow we can drive around this town,
And let the cops chase us around
Pastor's gone, but something might be
Found to take his place.
Hey, jealousy.
Listen to my heart.
There's only one thing I couldn't start..
*Tracy Chapman*
*Fast Car*

You've got a fast car.
I want a ticket to anywhere.
Maybe we can make a deal.
Maybe together we can get somewhere.
Anyplace is better.
Starting from zero,
We've got nothing to lose.
Maybe we'll make something.
Me, myself, I've got nothing to prove.
You've got a fast car.
I've got a plan to get us ou of here
Been working in a convenience store.
Managed to save just a little bit of money.
Wont have to drive too far.
Cross the border and into the city.
You and I can both get jobs,
Finally see what it means to be living.
See, my old man's got a problem.
Live with the bottle, that's the way it is.
Says body's too old for working.
Body's too young to look like that.
Momma went off and left him.
Wanted more from life than he could give.
I said, "Somebody's got to take care of him."
I quit school, that's what I did.
You've got a fast car.
Is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We've gotta make a decision
Leave tonight, or we'll die this way.
So remember when we were driving,
Driving in your car,
Speeds so fast I felt like I was drunk,
City lights came out before us,
And your arms adn leg wrapped round my shoulder?
And I had feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling that I could be someone.
Be someone, be someone.
You've got a fast car.
We go crusing to entertain ourselves.
You still ain't got a job.
I work in the market
As a check-out girl.
I know thing's will get better.
You'll find work and I'll get promoted
And we'll move out of the shelter.
Buy me a house and live in the suburbs.
So remeber when we were driving, Driving in your car,
Speeds so fast I felt like I was drunk,
City lights came out before us,
And your arms and leg wrapped round my shoulder?
And I had feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling that I could be someone
Be someone, be someone.
You've got a fast car.
I've got a job that pays all our bills.
You stay out drinking, late at the bar.
See all your friends and you do your thing.
I'd always hoped for better.
Maybe togehter, you and me find...
If you got no plans and ain't going nowherem
Take your fast car and keep on driving.
So remember when we were driving,
Driving in your car,
Speeds so fast I felt like I was drunk,
City lights came out before us,
And your arms and leg wrapped round my shoulder?
And I had feeling that I belonged
And I had a feeling that I could be someone.
Be someone, be someone.
You got a fast car.
Fast enough so we can fly away?
We've gotta make a decision
Leave tonight or we're going to die this way.
*Goo Goo Dolls*
*Acoustic #3*

They painted up your secrets
With the lies they told to you
And the least they ever gave you is the most you ever knew
And I wonder where these dreams go
When the world gets in your way
Whats the point in all this screaming?
No one's listening anyway.
Your voice is small and fading,
And you hide in here unknown.
And your mother loves your father,
'Cause she's got nowhere to go.
And she wonders where these dreams go,
'Cause the world got in her way.
What's the point in all this screaming?
Nothing's changing anyway.
They press their lips against you,
And you love the lies they say.
And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway.
And you know I see right through you
Cause the world got in your way.
What's the point in all this screaming?
You're not listening anyway.
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