but I know you won't undestand
So i say it was fine
but it's not the truth
I live a hard life
even though I'm so young
I have so much pain
that goes so deep
You say im young
but my hearts been broken
and its's unable to heal
you can just laugh but
I just let love slip away
When I look the mirror
and put my make-up on
I'm also putting my mask on
I masquerade my sadness
as happiness and joy
but it's very thin
and I'm surprised you havent noticed
So i need you to understand
I have all this pain
that I sometimes need to express
And when I do
I show to in different ways
So you need let me be
Please don't get mad
and don't be upset
there are somethings
I can't tell you
Don't be disapointed
this is how I am
you'll never get
what you expect from me
It's not you're fault
It's just who I am
Other people don't undestand me eather