Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore.
Hey you, are me, not so pretty
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
Silent my voice, I've got no choice,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
I don't see, anymore,
I don't hear, anymore
I don't speak anymore,
I don't feel.
Hey you, see me, pictures crazy,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
I've got, nothing, to gain, to lose,
All the world I've seen before me passing by,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
You don't care about how I feel,
I don't feel it anymore,
I don't sleep, anymore,
I don't eat, anymore,
I don't live anymore,
I don't feel.
ATWA~System Of A Down
I HATE LINDSAY SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!! Why am I so angry? Because no matter what I do I will ALWAYS come second to her, with EVERYONE! What does that girl have that I don't? "My dad could never love me, boo hoo" Well guess what, a lot of people go through life without even having parents so get the hell over it!
And Brendan with his excuses. "She's just on MSN when I am" And that's why you leave messages on her stupid lj and flirt with her. You make me sick, you hypocritical dumbass. Do you even remember what she put you through? But it's OK, it's Lindsay, no matter what she does she's forgiven for it! I'm the one who stuck with you through it all and worried about you and of course I'm the one who gets stuck on hold. If you think I'm spending $60 on a bus ticket so you can come up here and see her, you can fucking think again! I was spending that money to see you, I was worried about you, *I* wanted to see you!
THAT'S RIGHT, I'M BEING SELFISH!
And if anyone doesn't like it, you can kiss my ass! This is MY time and this is MY place to bitch!
Why can't everyone grow the hell up? I am so sick of living in a world full of teenage cliches. I'm sorry but I was under the impression that as your age grows so does your maturity level. I'm not expecting everyone to take life so seriously they become a bunch of boring, money grubbing, adults. I'm just asking people to stop acting like children. It's one thing to giggle at penis jokes(my immaturity), it's another to act completely like a child. I can't even go out to lunch with Trisha anymore. I feel like I have a child, I have to reprimand her all the time.
I can't even stand to be in social situations right now. I went to the dance and within the first five minutes I cried. I went to work today and I cried. I hate crying, I feel like such a wussy girl when I do! I'm just so sick of people, they make me sick.
And Lindsay can think again if she thinks I'm just going to be another one of her dogs that plays her games. She can go to hell in a hand bag for all I give a fuck. I went to sit down at the dance and Ron came and sat beside me and Lindsay comes over and kinda laughs and says "He's the love sick puppy at your side, huh?" And I'm like "Yeah, whatever" and just looked the other way. The stupid ho, like she could ever comprehend what's going on with Ron. She's such a bitch to everyone, especially Jon. I thought he was stronger than that, my God. Jon, Ron, and I decided to go to BP's after work and we got there and he phoned home to make sure it was OK he was there. But Lindsay was at his house so he had to quickly run home. People make me sick, they follow her around like dogs, it's disgusting.
Ugh, I hate her so much! If she tries to pretend to be my friend again I'm gonna lose it on her, I'll go ape shit on her! I swear, I will fucking rage on her ass! Words cannot express my hatred for her.
And then there's Trisha, I don't even know what to do with her. She's pregnant and I don't feel an ounce of sympathy for her. I told Kyle&Spicki while I was driving them home and Kyle was all quiet, like how he is when he totally disagrees with my opinion and is all frustrated with what I'm saying. Well I'm sorry but she's had how many pregnancy scares and what does she do? Goes out and has even more sex! Well now she has to pay for the way she's been living her life. She totally doesn't realize what she's been doing, well now reality sets in. Frankly, she deserves it, it's been coming for a long time.
And I'm getting really sick of everyone criticizing me and not taking me seriously. I get mad and what do people do? Laugh at me! Oh gee, thanks guys, I really fucking appreciate it. And everyone sits there a criticizes my driving. Thank you but I have my license and I have a vehicle to drive. I've never gotten in an accident, I've never been stopped by the cops, I barely even speed for Christ's sake. Ugh, people make me mad. I miss camp!
Anyways, I'm going to go hide in my room.
