Rest
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I'm tired,
I need some rest,
I can't help but feel,
This weight upon my chest.
My feelings for you,
Is what causes this weight,
My feelings for you,
Is what I want to state.
Too shy to tell you straight out,
And so I write this poem,
Like a little lost puppy,
Looking for her home.
I love you so much,
Sometimes I want to cry,
I want you so much,
For you I'd die.
So much confusion,
I don't know if you know,
Those four little words,
I love you so.
So easy to say,
But they remain unspoken,
To save myself,
To keep my heart from getting broken.
Afraid of competition,
Too scared of the rejection I know will come,
I know what you'll say,
That I'm too young.
I don't want to let go,
Just wait for me,
I'll grow up,
Just wait and see.
It's different in my head,
It's different in my dreams,
Breaking through the barriers,
Breaking through the screens.
In the movies,
Love conquers all,
But reality is no where near the movies,
My hope continues to rise and fall.
I want the truth out in the open,
But I don't want to be the first,
What if you stop talking to me?
That would be the worst.
But I guess I'll wait,
See what God wants me to do,
I'll rest until then,
And keep on loving you!
