Not Ready
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I miss you so much,
I wish I could die,
Then I'd watch over you,
From my star in the sky.
I'd be your angel,
I'd be true,
I'd send you love,
And help you through.
It'd be a long time,
And then I'd see you once more,
Don't abandon me,
Don't shut this door.
I'd never look away,
I'd watch you at night,
You'd know I was watching,
Believe love and hope over sound and sight.
I'd never blink,
I'd watch during the day,
I would listen and love,
Every word you'd say.
I'd never leave you,
I"d hear your mind think,
When you'd realize I'm gone,
I'd feel your heart sink.
I'd sit with you,
As time ticked by,
I"d try to comfort you,
As you'd cry.
I don't know what to say,
I don't kow what to do,
Why am I considering this?
I love you.
I miss you so much,
I wish I could die,
But I'd rather live and wait,
I"m not ready to say goodbye.
