10:48pm People suck ass! I went on my website tonight and checked if anyone had signed the guestbook. There was an entry from Isaac Otway. When I read it, I knew it was a load of shit! I was so hurt that anyone I knew would do that, I almost cried! My decisions are entirely my decisions! If my friends want to criticize me for my decisions, fine, come talk to me and we'll have a chat about it. But I can't believe I know someone who would go on my website which is my place to vent and openly criticize me like that. I was really offended! I have only 2 suspects, Ron and Kyle. And if I ask they better give me an honest answer because I will find out who did that!
I deleted the entry and now all submissions have to be approved. I wrote Ron an email asking him if he'd done it and I tried to phone Kyle. I asked Isaac if he knew where my website was and he said no, Ron had given it to him once but he knew that I'm not ready to let him see it so he never visited it. He's really very sweet! I'm qutie lucky to have such an understanding boyfriend(yes, I'm calling him my boyfriend now).
I talked to Trisha today and she said she was on the phone for 2 hours with Jo last night. Jo had apparently called her to vent that I had been tehre, or was there whatever, to see Isaac and not her. Lucky for me that Trisha knows me well and told her basically what I would've said. If Jo does have a serious problem with me dating her brother, I will break up with him for her. My friends mean everything to me. And Trisha told her that and now she seems fine with it. Let's hope it stays that way.
I'm kind of doubting Nicki's friendship. I told Trisha my ritalin plan and she kinda tweaked. She doesn't want me to do it. I told Nicki and what does she do? Starts talking about her and Kyle. God damn that makes me mad!
There was a natural gas leak in the agriculture building up the road from us so the school had to be evacuated. Stood outside for, like, 20-30 minutes during math.
During lunch Crystal broke down, she was having chest pains. We couldn't get ahold of her mom so Jo drove her and Garn in her car and Trisha and I followed in mine(to the hospital). We waited for 2.5 hours just so she could get an anti-inflammatory needle. Something in her chest was swollen and was rubbing against her heart. Jo and I went and bought her a teddy bear and a stuffed hippo. I wanted to get her an Eeyore but there was none. She was in a lot of pain, I went in to give her a hug and I almost started to cry.
Mom started bitching at me at supper because the atuo dialer called(I missed chem and social)and she said my car was taken away. We argued and she dropped it. I wasn't about to leave Crystal. Trish said she was upset when Jo and I left to buy the bears.
And Isaac was there at lunch so I had to run off and leave him. I emailed and apologized, he understood. He's awesome p. possum.
*sigh*Sometimes I wish for a normal day!
