I went and saw Isaac tonight. Yargh!
I've figured out why I hated Lindsay so much when she became friends with Bren. I was afraid of losing him. Now I've realized that I'll never lose him but back then it was an issue. I just don't understand her at all. She's selfish, scapegoating Jon and not even considering how he might be feeling. My loyalties lay towards Jon, he forgave me for being a bitch to him in grade10 and he's nice to me, even when I'm in a bad mood.
Work was horrible today, well the morning was. I worked 9-5, back booth the whole time. The morning sucked major ass. But it got better. Jon kept slapping me, or trying to, whenever I went "yaarrr!". What a bastard! Khris is the best manager! He lets us fuck around so much, it's awesome. Jon kept getting bitched at, I felt bad for him.
I'm getting nauseous all the time again. Probably 'cause I haven't been taking my BCP, hormone levels are out of whack. Yar!
November 17, 2002