12:15pm I actually understand Shakespeare! To be or not to be, contemplating suicide. I'm just very tired of being today. I'd much rather just not exist.
Isaac's coming at lunch to hang out with me. No offense to him but I don't really want to see him. I don't want to see anyone, I'm gonna burn my retinas out. I just wanna climb back into bed. I'm just really whiny today.
Well Isaac came at lunch and it did cheer me up! He bought me a spiked collar, it's so awesome. He said he went all over Edmonton trying to find one, he's so sweet.
My chem lab turned out really well, I thought it was gonna flop. I figured out what to get Spicki for Christmas.
I got to see musical Buffy, it was so awesome. Spike was so hot and he's a good singer. Not great but good. Tara was the best, Buffy and Giles and Dawn were really good too. I so hope they produce a soundtrack, I would buy it and listen to it all the time.
And I got my car back, thank God. Stupid bastards still hadn't fixed it so we just went and got it.
I was actually gonna go to pipe band last night but I had to work, I couldn't find anyone to take my shift. I haven't practiced in so long, it's crazy insane.
I'm kind of regretting quitting cadets. I'll miss camp and orienteering. I just can't handle everything, I'm too damn tired to do anything. I find it hard to just get out of bed. Blargh!
I'm getting really sick of Nicki ditching me for Kyle. God damn, it pisses me off to no end. People are really stupid!
I got to see Emmerdale, I haven't seen it in so long.
RAR!
