Now my belief in God is there, it's just limited. I'm not actually sure that I believe in the figure God or just the forces of destiny. I believe that everything happens for a reason and you shouldn't try and tamper with your future. Just lay back and go with the flow and let it happen as it will. Don't get me wrong though, I'm not saying sit in the corner and just wait for shit to happen.
With my scrambled brain, I find it extremely hard to blindly follow God. And I'm suppose to blindly follow God and live my life as the bible says to get into heaven but if I just repent my sins on my death bed I get in anyway? Religion is just full of dead-end questions, contradictions, and giant circles.
Wow, I managed to rant and not make any sense at all, not even to myself. Boo-urns!