I swear, I wish I could stand being a loner. I am in serious need of Vitamin B6, MOOD SWING!
We have a sub in math, what a dumb ho. She took attendance during break and she told us a dirty joke. She has ugly hair too.
My friends suck sometimes. I wish I could make one that I can stand 24/7, 365 days a year. That's probably not even possible.
What's really depressing, my best friend can't even think of a good present to buy me. I bought her a present I know she'll love. I always have ideas of what to buy my good friends. But hey, maybe if she would've actually went shopping with me, she'd know. If she buys me clothes, I'll pee myself! Nicki has the absolute worst taste in clothing. I talked to her about her gift ideas for me, they all suck. Shouldn't best friends totally know what to get each other? WTF-ever!
I thought up a present to get Ron, and he actually like sit! I'm going to change his image. I think Ron would look so awesome if he went retro. Like, tans, light colors, tight shirts. Preppy and skater wouldn't work for him, I don't think. He so totally needs a more modern haircut. I don't know where he's been going for his but I think he should stop. This is going to be so much fun!
I'd love to be able to do this for Isaac. That boy has so much potential to be extremely hot, it's incredible. Isaac has a build that he could do a lot with, Ron's a little lacking in that department but that I can't do anything about. Like, when I came back from CL, Isaac looked really good. He had his hair grown out and he looked like he'd been working out, he looked so incredibly hot! But if I even asked, he'd totally take it the wrong way. He'd probably think I was trying to change him or something. But I'm not, I like Isaac just as he is, emotional and personality sie. He has a lot of potential to look good, I don't think that should be wasted. It drives Trisha crazy when I don't care about my appearance. And I agree with her. Like, I don't need to look how I looked at the dance everyday(and I looked incredible at the dance).
In chem. Crystal and I went to McDonald's for lunch and then to Stu's. I guess he's not that bad of a guy, he makes Crystal happy. And he agrees with me on the whole getting rid of Harrison deal. He's really starting to overstep his boundaries, Harrison not Stu, and he's trying to worm his way back into Crystal's spotlight. He better fuck off or I'll make Crystal get a restraining order, I'm sure Stu would love to help me convince her.
In social. Holy shit, mood swing. Got in social and start giggling over nothing and now I'm just blah. We had a sub in chem. She was Irish or British, reminded me of Sally off of Coronation Street.
Blah, I'm just blah. I wish I could . . . I don't know. Sleep, I wish I could sleep. It's insane, I can never sleep but I'm almost always tired. KILL ME!
